Full of Thoughts

Saturday July 28th 2007

2007-07-28T09:43:00.000+08:00

Okay... so I know I didn't even post on my birthday, which wasn't very fun 'cos a lot of people forgot it due to the maths (and/or jap test) on that day. Sigh.

Oh but this post isn't about that...! =) I have terrific news! Absolutely fantastic news! I PASSED MY NAPFA RETEST WITH SOMEWHAT FLYING COLOURS!!! My standing broad jump was 151cm (16cm improvement from the first test), sit and reach 40cm (sadly deproved by 1cm), sit-ups 35 (improvement of 6), inclined pull-ups SEVEN (when I previously only did two), and the best I saved for last: shuttle-run of 10.8 SECONDS. My all-time best record. I can't remember what the previous timing was but I think it was 12 point something. If they take the original test date, my NAPFA failing streak since P4 (due to standing broad jump) will have ended and I will get a SILVER (at the very least a bronze). WOOHOOOOOO.

Oh and there's more. Our CmPS project (my pet project!) got into the IRS exhibition, maybe even into the presentation round!!! It's my first time in the exhibition! We get to wear the school blazers!!! (something which I've always wanted to do, even though I pretend that I don't want to because everyone does so) The banana suits! The seven dwarfs in banana suits! The seven dwarf bananas! Yayayayay!

Okay shall end here. =) Beat my new shuttle record if you can. Actually I think some people can but I'm just very happy. =)

Sunday July 1st 2007

2007-07-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Youth Day, everyone!

Okay... I know I haven't posted for a pretty long time so this is a summary of what happened so far: I got all A1s (yays!) for the first semester, I failed NAPFA 5 stations, and hmm yes two things I will elaborate on in detail below.

First things first, last week I watched a really good movie on TV: Mean Girls. Despite what other people might feel, I think it was really quite an accurate portrayal of what goes on in schools, from upper primary to perhaps JC, even. =) The Elite VS the Not-so-elite. Everyone likes the Elite, and what they say goes. Hmm. I myself am not an Elite, and would be honored to be a not-so-elite. Honestly speaking, I detest the Elite. I feel that being an Elite (the title albeit unspoken) does not give anyone any special rights to behave in any way, especially towards others. So I was quite happy when in the end, the Elite sort of split up. =) Though I've always been glad for happy endings, as well.

And secondly. . . we should have a brief introduction first. =) I don't like doctors, nor medicine, nor the fact that I have a couple of in-a-way medical problems. Oh and fitness too. =) (I can't do IPUs, but I can throw far. Want me to demo? =)) Well one day in the June hols we finally went to the optician to change spectacles. And when I tested my eyesight (it's absolutely not brilliant), I ended up with something like 450 (left) and 750 (right) and slight astigmatism (if I'm not wrong) as well. ARGH. My parents got quite worried, so my dad arranged an appointment with his friend (an opthamologist, if I remember correctly) at the Singapore Polytechnic. Sigh.

I was quite reluctant to go, neither was I in a very good mood, but we still had to go. In the end we arrived a bit early, but my dad's friend's previous patient had some kind of medical emergency so we were delayed for around forty minutes. Then after my dad and I went to this small small room with the basic equipment you see at the optician's shop and just took the same few eyetests and a few others as well, aka shining random light into your eye when the torch thingy is out of battery and is dim and flickering on and off. Haha. I wanted to laugh, but. . .it would have been rude. =) And I'm mostly not very rude, I hope.

Hmm. . .oh and there was some more shining light in eye stuff later, where the doctor was looking at my eyes (so weird, if I do say so =)). And the room was so cold, and I had no jacket on. Argh (again). Oh and in the end I ended up with a new prescription (when I just made a new pair). This prescription was somewhere along the lines of 450 and 650 (not as bad as the optician's testing! =)) left and right respectively, and alleviating my parents' fears, I did not have a 'lazy eye'. Oh and my new specs have a prism in them, at least the upper part of the right eye lenses. My immediate reaction was-- rainbow! Haha. =) The prism is because apparently my pupils aren't level, but the optician said it was usually okay, but since the doctor wanted it then. . . I have to go back in three months time to see how the prescription is working out; 29th September. Sigh sigh sigh. Oh and the doctor wanted to take photos of my eyes for photo-documentation ONLY. He kept stressing 'only'. My dad agreed first but when he told my mum she got worried that they'd have to dilate the pupils with some solution or something and said it might be painful (poking etc.) so my dad better clear everything first before agreeing. =)

That's the end of my first ever appointment. We wasted the whole of Saturday, and I wasted this morning and much of the afternoon, so I have to hurry and finish Maths and Science homework so that I can spend the whole of tomorrow on huo2 dong4, which I haven't started writing. Ahhh! =) But no matter what, I'm still the same old me. And I haven't finished reading shui2 hu3 zhuan4. Probably going to fail the test.

Monday April 23rd 2007

2007-04-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

Okay. So I think I'll fail *****'s baseline for maths. Hopefully I will pass (the PAPER), and by a fluke his baseline. Oh well.

Anyway, for those who don't know, I cut my hair (short) on Saturday. I have had enough of the idiotic comments made by some people (aka *****) so unless you have something nice to say, keep it to yourself and shut your mouth (<---this is 'cos I've been so mad and irritated by the comments made by one of my classmates. I quote: "Evil number one or evil number 2?" I chose number 1 ----this shows my naiveness, but oh well... anyway "Evil number one is laugh at you. HAHAHAHAHA. . . Why you cut your hair?" Later on, "Who cut your hair? Because it's a bit uneven." I so felt like throwing a **** thing at her. The best thing of all, I know I'd hit her. Hard. On the head. She deserves it. And it wouldn't even waste much of my strength. (Btw, this person is NOT X, surprisingly. She didn't say anything about it to me, and was even quite cordial for once. =) I appreciated that. It shows that she isn't such a bad person after all, I suppose? I always like to give people a chance.)

So. . . I conclude. DON'T YOU DARE SAY ANYTHING MORE ABOUT MY HAIR (unless well, it's an okay thing--my jap teacher said it was 'kawaii' haha) and I cut my hair because my mum wanted me to and she's been nagging me to for ages. The END.

Tuesday April 10th 2007

2007-04-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

Long time since I blogged! But anyway, let's talk about this person called X (not her real name). She is tyrannical, domineering and plain irritating. She uses violence to make people do what she wants them to, and as such, she can be called a bully. =)

Hmm. At first I used to ignore her, and maybe even avoid her, but lately, when I grew in confidence after making new friends and establishing better ties with old ones, I began to wonder, why should I be afraid of her? Nowadays, I stand up to her, and rebutt her comments, much to the disapproval of my mum when I tell her. But I don't worry. If X ever attempts to disturb me via physical force or cutting-edge comments, I'd just hit her right back (figuratively and literally). I don't care. I can fight, and my command of language is pretty strong. Best of all, as I'm pretty good at relating to people, I know all her weak spots. I can hit her right where it hurts if she ever attempts to hurt someone I know or myself.

Does that mean that I'm a bad person? Exploiting her weaknesses? I don't think so. I've stood her long enough. It's time I fight back. War is about to break out, and it won't be pretty.

*Please excuse my use of 'pretty' so often in this blog article. =)

Other than that, I've remained much the same. I'm still sensitive to comments and criticism, and neither do I find Bio lessons funny. I'm still the serious me, with a slight twist. I may or may not wage war on X, but it depends. Rub me up the wrong side and watch me explode. Few people have seen me do that so far. I intend to keep it that way. After all, X isn't worth my time, is she? I'll let the others and the teachers deal with her. =)

CmPS is getting better and worse. While we've started on the ultra-fun action plan, we've delayed the sending out of the letters. OH NO. Yups. So I'll have to pray hard, and hopefully, it'll all be all right, I hope.

Wednesday March 14th 2007

2007-03-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

GE Maths Enrichment Camp is over! =) My group (Group 9) was pro. But I didn't/couldn't do much because I haven't learnt all that stuff yet and I'm not a maths pro. Sigh. I feel bad. All I did was spell 'isosceles' and find out that actually the answer to the second bonus question was nine, not eight. And it was done by looking through the calendar on my handphone. >-<>

YOU KNOW?! ***** was filming us and we were all so hyper after finishing our station, so we ran to the nearest escalator and found out that it was a DOWN one. We were laughing like anything. Someone pointed out, "You still call yourselves GE students?!" Well it was just me and a few other extremely eager people (I think I was the one who went that direction, so they followed me. I nearly got lost another couple of times too.). The rest went the right way. I feel so embarrassed. But it was really funny. =) Oh and we got first place, 46/47 marks for the Maths trial. =) Whee.

I still haven't fully begun on my homework. So I shall do so now. Lots more to do. Sigh. =) Tomorrow going to S(i)ming's house! My first time going there! =) Yays~!

Tuesday March 13th 2007

2007-03-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

Oh yays we got a new computer! =) A Compaq Presario!

Anyway the maths camp today was quite fun, though it did get a bit boring at parts, like when the logic behind the games were explained. Sometimes it was really cool, but at times it could be rather stiff too. But it was quite okay. ***** was acting pretty weird today. He was all happy, as if he'd met his best friend at the camp. =) So funny.

Tomorrow we're going to Suntec City and Esplanade for the Maths Trial! Sadly, we are not allowed to wear our class tee as there are two-twelvers from NYGH as well and we have to be dressed as a school, or at least united, I think.

What else...I haven't started on holiday homework!!! I'm going to be dead. >-<

Okays. I shall end here.

P.S. We managed to find our way to B3-01 in ACS(I) today. Three cheers for us! Especially Jiayun and Pei Ling for their good sense of direction. =)

Wednesday February 28th 2007

2007-02-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

The last day of February. Tomorrow is Marshy's and Jen's birthdays. =)

Hmm. What to say? The PE written test was bad. But the throwing and catching components were okay. =) I got 9/10 and 10/10 respectively. =) whee I love throwing! But only things that I can hold in my hand (like wrap my hand around it). If you ask me to throw a basketball or something, I probably wouldn't be able to throw it very far. I haven't tried the javelin yet. =) Hopefully it's fun.

We're going to be murdered by ***** and Miss **** tomorrow. Our IL is like half done (the proposal with NO research) and we don't have enough people for the NA and NT streams (NT = 0)!!! And tomorrow is SPA! I still can't light the bunsen burner!

Okay. I shall end here.

Monday February 26th 2007

2007-02-26T18:38:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow have the stupid PE module test. I will (highly) fail it. Unless I find out the secret of hitting shuttlecocks with softball bats. And 'cos my hand-eye co-ordination is quite bad, well. . . I prefer catching. And using badminton rackets to hit shuttlecocks. I quote: "bigger is better" in the sense of this slogan by a warehouse store.

AND I DID WAY BAD FOR LANG ARTS. VERY BAD. >-<>

And the Jap CA1. How could I make such an idiotic mistake? Sigh.

Today is NOT a good day.

Sunday February 25th 2007

2007-02-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

Hello. =) Doing online Jap revision for the CA1 tomorrow. Regret to say that I slacked yesterday. The thing is, I have to do well, you know?

Hmm, today I shall talk about stress. Stress is quite amazing, you know. Like last year, when I came back from NZ, I didn't really stress myself a lot (but it was still present), and I didn't do very well. So this year, I gave myself a lot of goals to reach, and surprisingly, I'm doing okay, and even lots better for certain subjects. Though I'm still not as good as those people who are always doing well, I'm still quite good for my standards. So I intend to keep it up. But of course, stress does take a toll on one's health, both physical and mental. I lost about 4kg since coming back last year, but I managed to put on another 2kg during the year-end holidays after a whole lot of eating (my mum always gave me extra at dinner, and being the person who eats whatever you give me, well...). And nowadays I get sick a lot more often. Sometimes I just wonder whether or not I just want to get sick so that I can give myself a valid reason to just stop all the work.

Sigh. I know someone more stressed than me (my classmate). Everyone always expects her to do very well, so she has to live up to their expectations. I'm trying to make her lighten up, so that she'll not be so stressed. =) My mission for this year.

Okay! I shall end here. =) Wish me luck for tomorrow!

Saturday February 24th 2007

2007-02-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

For some extremely strange reason, I'm just so tired that I could fall asleep in maybe five seconds. And this comes from a ususally hyper person.

Maybe it's the extreme irritation of having to update the CmPS 'stats' file every few seconds (or minutes or days). Though that's not really that bad and it's actually my fault since I was the one who sort of 'volunteered' to be the secretary. Or maybe it comes from meeting people who think that money can make the world go round. True, it does. But I think that we, as fourteen-year-olds, have the right to remain innocent, for at least a while longer. I don't want to think about politics anymore. We'll have more than enough time to next year if you do the parliament thing. Also, those type of people only think about themselves. They have absolutely NO SENSE of responsibility and self-control. I detest those people, and I know one personally myself. But I shall not name anyone. Just know, and change.

Today we went to Harbourcity restaurant to lou1 hei2. It's that fish thing, and very messy too. But it's EXTREMELY fun, and I like the crispy thing a lot. =) Haha.

Okay. I shall end here. And update the CmPS file. Sigh. =)

Oh and I love my new blogskin! Haha. =)

Friday February 23rd 2007

2007-02-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

This shall be a quick quick post!

Class breakfast was so fun!!! I got to meet lots of people, and then we had this Sec 4 senior who prompted a loud 'Yum Seng' (for those who don't know her she's the councilor who reads out the morning announcements, the taller one with shorter hair), and only a few people actually had drinks in their hands. The rest either pretended, or did as Nicolette did, hold something else such as a mayonnaise bottle. It was hilarious! =)

I got to meet my mortal and my angel! And I talked to my mortal a lot, and made her promise to write (at least) a letter half a page long, and introduced Jinyin to my angel and vice-versa. My angel was pleased to meet her grand-mortal, as she calls her. My mortal seemed a bit shy, which was strange, since she says she's usually very loud. But it was fun to see the three generations of angels and mortals! I wonder where my angel's angel is. Great-grandangel! =)

Okay! I shall end here! =) Can't wait for more SBGE activities! Oh and wish me luck for Jap CA1 on Monday!

Thursday February 22nd 2007

2007-02-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

I think I failed the maths quiz. Again. Sigh.

Oh I liked my history test mark though! 12/15! It was the highest (with two other people) before well, something happened. Not to me though, though it affected me indirectly. But I'm not mad. =) I'm just stating.

Well anyway in CmPS today, we collated our survey results. We only managed to make it by the skin of our teeth, with 10 disagrees and 11 agrees (for our problem--whether or not it exists). But our teacher mentor said that the range given to was not wide enough, so we have to give out some more surveys. Sigh. I think that after that, the number of disagrees will win the number of agrees. Sigh.

I wrote a chao1 long letter to Jinyin! You'd better reply me soon! Flooding my tagboard during ICT is unacceptable! (haha. though i don't really mind.) I want my letter! And my 113 mortal too! Wonder if she'll ever make her way to my blog and then find out that I'm her angel. Haha.

Class breakfast for all the SBGE-ers tomorrow! Woo-hoo! I shall take the chance to interact with you (jinyin) and 'boing' your ponytail. Quotes: "my small small cute cute mortal". Then you'll know me! Haha. =)

Okay, enough with the 'haha's. Very stressed recently. Have Jap CA1 on Monday, and then the next Monday the RAFT assignment for TKAM is due. I think I shall start on that today. =) More interesting than Jap revision, though I know that I need it a lot 'cos recently I haven't been able to remember any Jap stuff. E-learning was fun but it didn't help. >-<

Yups! I shall end here! =)

Wednesday February 21st 2007

2007-02-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

First day back at school after a long (well, it felt long to me) CNY break! I felt so bu4 zi4 zai4 waking up early again.

And anyway the BIGGEST news so far: MY MORTAL FOUND OUT WHO I AM AND SHE TAGGED AT MY BLOG. Hi Jinyin. I admit. I'm your angel. I ren4 shu1. Though I found out who you were first anyway =). Well, I still passed my goal. It's past January!

CmPS survey---the first few results were quite *ahem* disappointing, but the later few began to look up =) some people even chose 'strongly agree' for the question that asked if stereotyping was due to lack of communication! =) So hopefully our project will be able to proceed without many bumps.

Okay what else. . . nothing much I guess! Tomorrow have a maths quiz and Jap CA1 next MONDAY!!! I HAVEN'T REVISED! Okay. It's quite obvious I'm in a bit of a panic. Oh wells. =) Shall quickly finish revision for maths, and then write to my mortal while studying Jap (or while revising maths, either way I'm still going to write).

And I shall see you tomorrow! =)

Monday February 19th 2007

2007-02-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

Well I changed my blogskin for CNY! As you can very well see.

Yesterday we went to bai4 nian4 at about two houses. We went to church too (my father's side are Catholics even though he isn't) to visit my grandparents, in that sense. We lit candles and my older brother had to do mine for me 'cos I don't like wax and fire. After that, we went to my fourth granduncle's house, and then we went to KFC for lunch, and we went home! =)

Later yesterday evening my parents began cooking for dinner with my relatives on my mother's side. It wasn't very noisy, but the greatest fun was my youngest cousin (15 mths old and very adorable and active). He loved to climb the stairs. Each time he headed for the stairs we were all, "NOOOOO..." Haha. Then since he was so small, we'd have to help him up the stairs. Everyone was quite tired but he never tired out. Anyway I played with him a lot. =) And tried to teach him all sorts of things, like rolling his tongue. =) I'm such a nice cousin. Twelve years his senior.

Today we went to three houses, and later my aunt is coming over! =) So I shall end now. Bye bye! =)

Saturday February 17th 2007

2007-02-17T09:46:00.000+08:00

Okay this the SECOND time I'm posting 'cos MSN hanged and I had to 'end task'. Well basically I wanted to say that there are two types of people, one who wants to be pleased and one who wants to please. So think about it, which type of person are you? Or are you a little of both? There are some people who are purely the former, which can make them very demanding people. And yet there are people who are purely the former, which can making them very caring and giving, and the best of friends to have. However, here's a piece of advice: Don't give too much and make yourself unhappy just because you have to keep giving in. And also, don't expect too much from other people, or you'll never be happy.

I think I'm a little of the former, but recently have been concentrating more on the latter. I want to see more smiles, especially on a certain friend's face. You must cheer up and pull yourself together, okay?

On that note, there is someone else I would like to murder. Messed up my CmPS survey by putting my school's name and then ticking all the options available, even the 'other' and there, wrote 'weird'. Besides me looking, there were another two NY-ers sitting there. (Namely Addie and HM) But he only got away with a whack on the head by a slip file with nine other surveys and one letter to my angel inside.

Okay, I shall end here. =) Happy Chinese New Year! =)

Thursday 8th February 2007

2007-02-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

I feel so bad. . . that we made ***** wait for us during recess today!!! But I really really really forgot! I know you'd say I should have written it down or something, but I forgot to! Was pin1-ing all the tests, and then also trying to help out for the CNY deco. . . Very busy!!! But it's still my fault, of course.

Sigh. He's going to scream at us during PCCG again. Especially our group, because we were the first group, and could have apologised during lunch, but honestly! All of us forgot! Still it's our fault, as I emphasise. If I could turn back time I would, but I can't. I wonder what ***** will do to our group tomorrow. Kill us, I think.

Sunday February 2nd 2007

2007-02-04T11:45:00.000+08:00

Have two tests tomorrow--two of my worst subjects, CL and Maths. Sigh.

I just checked my email and found two messages about God sent to me by my 'gege' (=)). Well, before I say anything else, you can have a bit more of my background. I went to YWCA kindergarten (Young Women Christian Association) and we did sing a few Christian songs. I think it was around that time that I got a big storybook bible from my parents' friend. So I'm well-acquainted with Christianity. =) So when you talk about anything from the Bible, I actually know what's going on. =)

But I'm no Christian, either. =) I do wish God goodnight every night, and pray a little, but not much. So when the emails said 'sent to ten people' etc., I thought, perhaps it'd be better to spread the message on my blog, where it can be read by more people, and kept. =) So basically it means, keep faith in God, and God will keep faith in you. =)

Have to go study now. Got a bad case of the runny nose and cough. >-< =) Skipped CCA on Friday so that I could rest! That's how bad it was. But I think I'm better now. =) Wish me luck for tomorrow! Thanks!

Tuesday January 30th 2007

2007-01-30T19:21:00.000+08:00

I JUST LOST LIKE TWO OR THREE DROPS OF BLOOD! Oh okay. I'll calm down.

You see, my lip bled. (natural reasons) And it bled so much until like one drop nearly fell off my chin! I was a litte nervous, like running around to find tissue. bleh bleh bleh. Now stopped bleeding.

Oh during class contact time we discussed my beloved CNY deco! Things were quite okay. People offered to bring stuff as well. I was soooo happy! =)

okay i shall end here. =) need to revise for geog! =)

Sunday January 28th 2007

2007-01-28T10:12:00.000+08:00

Ow. Stomachache. >-<

Okay so I decided what shoes (sports shoes. I'm not that girly yet. =)) I want for CNY. Though there might not be my size. We'll just have to see. Oh and I'm not sure, since today is the last day of the roadshow, but maybe, just maybe, I could get a Motorazr Red? =) Maybe not. That depends too.

I haven't been in the mood for homework. The Bukit Timah thing tired me out so much. Worse than PE. And plus I stayed up on Friday night watching TV. So I was very very very tired on Saturday, what with going to Claire's house and running about looking for sodium hydroxide and all. So basically all I've done so far is the Chinese thing. And sort of drafted my Jap compo. Though I missed lots of bits out. Sigh!

My 'gege' was very upset yesterday. I tried to tell him stories and stuff. But it didn't make him any happier. In the end I had to log off with him still feeling moody. I absolutely hate to see people sad okay? It makes me sad too. Especially if I can't do anything or if it's my fault. Though there are exceptions, like when the person deserves it.

I'm a bit more awake today. Homework should go smoother. I still want to go out, however. So many things to see and do! =)

Okay. I shall end here. Gege must cheer up okay? =)

Saturday January 27th 2007

2007-01-27T15:23:00.000+08:00

Hello! Nursery duty yesterday was SO bad. We got really, really muddy. Especially SJ. She was the strongest among all of us, so she carried the heaviest bags of soil. Between her and G. and I, I was probably the worst one. They spent forever folding the emptied bags. They were the cleanest too. We kept having to scream at them to work faster.

Some good and bad news. I was sabotaged by ***** to be in charge of the CNY classroom decorations. As much as I like being the head of something, I learnt that it isn't that easy to control our class. =) So I never really wanted to be in charge of anything.

And the best news! I got FIVE huo2 dong4! I was sooooo happy. It comes from this 'Talent Development Bank' thing, in which we are sort of the student leaders (in other words, facilitators) for primary school students. There were only thirty places, and since it was open to all the Sec 2s and everyone in our class wanted, they had to ballot/choose. Apparently our class took up twenty places. Haha. But I managed to get chosen! Yay yay yay! =)

And hmm, what else. Oh. My parents are quite mad at the school/teachers for letting us use such a dangerous chemical (aka sodium hydroxide) without much protection and stuff, since it's corrosive and all. In a way, I'm glad we couldn't find the sodium hydroxide today. Even though I'm still mad at the hardware shop guy.

Okay! I shall end here! =)

Thursday January 25th 2007

2007-01-25T16:42:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Anyway Addie didn't come to school today! Hope you're better soon! I forgot to edit my reflection; have to do it tomorrow, if not HM will kill me. =) We're writing a composition (Chinese) about a person tomorrow too, I think I'll do HY. Don't let her know! Haha.

We got our lime-green class tee! My favourite part was the look on *****'s face when he saw it! Too bad Addie missed it. He was all, "Does it have to be this colour?" And when we informed him that Miss **** liked it, then he sort of calmed down a bit. But it was still so funny! And yes, he took the shirt we gave him.

One more thing. We got locked out of class again. Because of ONE apple ring. I still can't believe how such coincidental things happen to us. But I know that it's our fault too. =)

Shall end here! =)

Friday January 19th 2007

2007-01-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hello! =) If yesterday yesterday was the worst day ever, today must be the best day! I found out who my 112 mortal is! =) (They've gotten name tags, you see. =))

I think my blog is relatively free of my name. =) Maybe I can give her my blog address now.

I'll probably end up getting a new phone. I still feel a bit like I dui4 bu4 qi3 my phone. Sigh.

I bought the geography books! They're so pretty! =)

I shall end here. =)

Thursday January 18th 2007

2007-01-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

Well anyway yesterday I broke my phone's LCD screen by carelessly dropping it on the floor. I feel so bad.

And I made my mortal mad because I asked her why her class framed us. She said that they merely said it was their 'seniors' and did not refer to any specific class. Apparently, some other people came in and doodled on their board and took their markers.

Sigh. So much homework. I shall end here. =)

Sunday January 14th 2007

2007-01-14T11:39:00.000+08:00

Hello! You know, my mortal replied me and said, "Ooooh. . .I'll get you soon! Haha!" I was soo disappointed. Guess she doesn't understand what it means to let your angel not become a shi1 bai4 angel. I was quite hurt, honestly. Now I know how H.H. felt like when HM and I found out who she was. But still, it matters a lot to me because I wanted to be the best angel ever.

And now I am looking for recipes for our Home Economics project. So far, I have claypot chicken rice, loh mai kai and now I'm looking at lotus leaf rice. =)

And now HM says she won't help me bash my mortal up!!!! Because she said it's my fault. But I can't lie to my mortal 'cos that's unfair!!!

Okay I shall be good and continue with my research. Bye bye! =)

Saturday January 13th 2007

2007-01-13T08:46:00.000+08:00

Aw man my mortal is going to find out who I am. I feel so shi1 bai4. Because you see, she put two and two together and figured out that I was one of the people near her at lunch today. But then I can't lie ('cos it's morally not right) and also, even if I said 'cannot tell', she would know that it means yes. So I was gonna lose both ways. . . so I just told her yes. But if she finds out who I am before the end of January, I will so kill myself. Probably the first angel to be busted. So embarrassing. Why do all my mortals want to know who I am??? No more 'terrorising juniors' I suppose. Too much interaction for my own good.

And my adopted 'gege' is going on a school trip to Malaysia! I feel so grateful that our school has very few overseas programmes and trips.

Yesterday we have one most likely will join and one un-confirmed (so two) new members of the Green Club! Their initials are (respectively) SJ and WT.

I feel like saying 'poor me', 'cos I'm about to be found out by my mortals. *cries* =(

Wednesday January 10th 2007

2007-01-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Nicole! Though like Siming, you don't come to my blog anyway.

Wah my arm is dropping off. And coincidentally, it was the arm that was 'attacked' by Nicole. It's tired from carrying EIGHT comic books and my Jap books. It's heavy okay! And btw my arm's okay. It's not red anymore. =) Thanks for all your concern!

Okay now down to business. My 112 mortal is so efficient! I just sent her the letter this morning and she replied me during recess. >-<>

WAHHH okay okay calm down. Breathe. I hope Jia Yun's okay! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to hold you so tightly!

Anyway I have to end here and go do research on the wo3 you3 hua4 shuo1 thing and the geography pair project. Bye bye!

Sunday January 7th 2007

2007-01-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

What a nice date =)

But anyway the good news. . . I am better! So happy! As long as the stupid 'slight fever' doesn't come back tomorrow I shall go to school! What is a slight fever anyway? It's either fever or no fever. 37.6 last night, 37.4 this morning. Well, at least it went down.

I need inspiration for the punctuality essay! Wah wah wah *****'s punishment is working. . .

Anyway I shall end here. =)

Saturday January 6th 2007

2007-01-06T09:39:00.000+08:00

I'm sick. Bleh. Down with the flu or something. Don't worry, I didn't go out of Singapore during the holidays. Feeling like ****.

We were supposed to go out today. Now we probably won't go or even if I do, I won't enjoy it because I'm **** **** sick. Full of self-pity. Which is bad. So I'll try not to think about it.

We got more than 10 applicants for Green Club yesterday! That's very good! And we didn't have art! Haha the art rep doesn't like art. Have you ever heard of such a thing? =)

I got my second letter from my mortal! So delighted. I replied immediately, like the angelic angel I'm trying to be.

We did hydroponics with kang kong and cherry tomatoes yesterday! We were supposed to bring the extra kang kong seedlings home but I didn't, because anyway they would die or my brother's rabbit would eat them up. Then when I went home I found out that my dad liked kang kong so I should have brought some home for him to grow. =) Anything he grows turns out pretty well 'cos he looks after them a lot.

And now and now and now I shall go write the stupid essay for *****. It's so unfair. There was a human traffic jam on the staircase. We left the classroom the minute the music started playing. But we didn't know how to explain it to him, so we got stuck with a stupid essay on punctuality. *cough cough* ow my chest hurts from coughing all morning.

Shall end here. =) Hope I get well soon!

2007-01-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

[[DEAR the art rep!]]

so artistic still (:
have u chosen ur mortal dear? well i did(:

k dear, i shall be gone (: POOF *xinyi dissappears*

Thursday 4th January 2007

2007-01-04T17:11:00.000+08:00

Hello! =)

Yesterday was terrible but quite nice also. Haha. I was LATE. LATE by like twenty minutes. Luckily, they let us off because it was the first day of school. Phew.

And HM dear is going to get it. Sabotaging me for ART rep was so unfair. Plus ***** didn't even ask me if I wanted to do it and he let other people object. Bully me. Hmph.

I received the first letter from my mortal!!! So happy =)

CCA exhibition tomorrow! Can't wait to promote our CCA. It's nice, okay? It's not boring like what you would expect. =)

Shall end here. =)

Tuesday January 2nd 2006

2007-01-02T14:52:00.000+08:00

Today is a public holiday too. =)

My mum wanted us to practice waking up early tomorrow so she insisted that we wake up at 7am and go for a morning walk this morning with my second aunt and cousins, so we did. (We went to Lower Pierce reservoir, formerly known as Kallang River reservoir) We tried out the boardwalk, and of all trails, picked the longest one, the one that ended at the Casuarina road. So we got a drink and began the long long walk back. =) I walked ahead with my older brother. We walk fast.

After we finished walking and stuff, we went to Jack's Place (at Ang Mo Kio Central) and had lunch with my second, third and fourth aunt and my cousins. We didn't have a very good time there, due to the fact that everyone kept advising and insisting that we order something that was apparently similar to what we wanted to order, but in the end I didn't, and it turned out to be quite similar after all. So people got a bit irritated, because the set meal (what they wanted us to order) was cheaper and it had more things too. I think you'll find it a bit confusing, but it's really quite simple. Everyone ate and ate until we were stuffed, because the set meal came with soup and coffee/tea and dessert, and no one wanted it (except for the soup, which they all upgraded to lobster bisque).

And after that we went to the nearby Ang Mo Kio nursery and bought an orchid (my third aunt), a big pot (my fourth aunt) and a pot stand with three pots (my second aunt). We (as in my family) bought a pot stand for five pots and a big pot as well.

And now my younger brother (with my mum backing him) wants to use the computer so I'll have to let him use it, in order to escape the wrath of my mother. It's just so unfair. =(

But anyway, I'll end here.

Monday January 1st 2007

2007-01-01T10:16:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everybody! =)

Haha as you can see I changed my blogskin because something went wrong with the old one. Just as well, new year brings new things, I suppose. Though I really liked the old one! =(

Hmm yesterday we just had a simple dinner, nothing much. We didn't have any guests, neither did we go to anyone's house. It was rather boring. I like company, you see. =)

I still haven't finished the stupid holiday homework. Sigh, must call Siming sometime soon, if not I won't be able to finish it in time! I tried doing it but I really don't know how to do!!!

Tired after editing the blogskin. Spent all morning choosing. I shall end here. =)

Sunday December 31st 2006

2006-12-31T11:17:00.000+08:00

The last day of December, and the last day of year 2006, also known as New Year's Eve.

Anyway, we went bowling last night (my brothers, dad, uncle and aunt; my mum and I didn't) and well, we bowled till about eleven-thirty at night. Later, we played the foosball (the people on a stick and you flip them to hit the ball) machine--two games, seven balls each time, and I hit two balls in with this nice nice flip (aka I saw the ball, and flipped my stick such that it went round and round, and the ball flew in without anyone stopping it. Of course, I only had one stick to take care of, since we had three players on my side and two players on the other). So proud of myself. =)

After that we went to the new McDonald's at Ang Mo Kio Gardens, a 24-hour one and had some sandwiches and french fries. I ate an apple pie and french fries =)

And then after that we went to the Jurong Port fish market (at 2am in the morning, we didn't sleep at all) to look and buy some fish. It was really wet, and a bit slippery since there was ice all over, and very busy as well, since there were people pushing trolleys of fish through the narrows path all the time. You have to be on your guard. In the end we bought some fish and two lobsters and some crayfish as well. =) (Btw my uncle and aunt were with as all the while, since the bowling part)

And I went to sleep at 4.30am in the morning today. And woke up at 9.57am. So pro. =)

Okay I shall end here. =)

Saturday December 30th 2006

2006-12-30T11:53:00.000+08:00

Hello! =)

Yesterday at BTNR we did weeding. Which was quite fun because we just happily yanked out weeds that were more than 5cm (HM's specifications for weeds that she will yank out) and not near any spiderwebs w/o spiders or ants (mine, Charlotte's and HM's, Rebecca didn't really mind). I got three mosquito bites, and we saw lots of stagnant water pools all about, but none of us poured the water away. Sigh.

And then later in the afternoon I took MRT to Dhoby Ghaut MRT station, got a little lost there but finally reached Plaza Singapura to meet Xinyi dear who had immediately hopped on the MRT train after reaching Changi Airport from Shanghai. I admire her a lot. Usually I just die flat (figuratively) because I'm so tired. But I usually eat first =) because I don't eat on the plane. The last time I flew (back from NZ to Singapore-- a ten hour flight) I didn't eat anything for what, ten hours? And amazingly, I always feel very hungry after we land on flat ground. So everything always works out quite well. =) Which is good, of course.

I love my new stamp! But I don't have a red-ink stamp pad. Shall go buy one, and then I can stamp my name everywhere in my authentic Chinese name stamp thingy =) See dear, I like it so much. =)

Okay I shall go now, and call someone and attempt to finish my holiday homework and whiten my two new pairs of school shoes. =)

2006-12-23T16:12:00.000+08:00

SMILE DEAR (: SMILE!

dear i shall post everyday (: [if i could, dont kill me if i couldnt(:] cos appearently i have no where else to post !

today we went to sing karaoke (: n then i realised how horrible my singing was ): boo.. so we sang n sang n sang untilled i died n couldnt even bear wif my own horrible singing): poor me. so paisei

dear im listening to jay chou now! my mom's friend gave us the whole album (: ju hua tai is nice dear! oh that reminds me.. movie dear (: movie! but dear does not like movie unfortunately (: shall not force dear (:

whee shopping! poor dear.. rest dear! rest! see my record for shopping was ONE WHOLE DAY where me n my aunt took 2 hrs of train from shanghai to wu xi in the morning n we ate there n shopped n ate n shopped n then at night we took the train back! so fun dear!

dear dear dear have you ever considered traveling together? so fun dear, wif hwee may dear too (: we could go.. hmm.. japan? consider it dear!

dear i miss you (:

bb dear!

ps dear. do you recall me asking u how should i ask a friend of mine wheather is he/she a male or female? oh it turned out tat its a SHE n but then she is very like a HE!

bbbb dear!

Saturday December 23rd 2006

2006-12-23T09:40:00.000+08:00

I only have one week left to do my homework! And I haven't finished. . . wahhhh. . . It would help if I knew how to do it, but I don't!

And I have to meet my 'gege'--- his present is still with me. . . (in my music box *laughs* as per his request. . .well, kind of)

And I miss dear! Dear dear dear dear! Wahhh. . .

My Chinese is okay. It's just the writing of compositions. I got 68% for the EOY. Which is good, I think. Somewhat good. At least I got a B3. Though we're supposed to try and get A1s. Which is nearly impossible.

After being out three days in a row I declare myself sick of shopping. My head hurts from lack of sleep and who-knows-what-else. Plus we are going out again. If I get a fever I shall die. Especially since our Christmas party at my aunt's house is tomorrow. I wanna go party!

I shall end here. Very tired and headache-y. Not in a good mood. I hope someone can make me smile.

2006-12-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

dear i shall post in CHINESE today(: to improve ur chinese (: haha

今天我遇到了一个自称很怪的人.她跟我说,她有很多朋友,可是其实没有一个真得懂她,连她自己都不懂,那个才是真得她.其实,我很想做她的好朋友,可是偏偏, 她说她是个很复杂的人, 那我也信了. 不过说到头, 我还是很希望能做她的知心朋友(:

yay i finished(: dear dear dear.. one more week to shopping spree (:

goodnight dear!

2006-12-21T16:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO dear (:
dear dear dear, so scary today you know.. imagine standing in the middle of a road with cars zooming towards the left behind you and cars zooming towards the right in front of you. ZOOM at the same time.. boo so scary.
yay my christmas present dear (: pink pig! dont forget dear!

well dear, here i shall post a story i read from my friend's blog (: enjoy!

*story has been deleted*

dear dear dear, its a very touching story dear
*THE dear cries*

bb dear (:

Tuesday December 19th 2006

2006-12-19T10:57:00.000+08:00

Sigh. Holidays are almost over and I haven't finished the stupid homework.

Christmas is coming. Though at this time of the year it's bad news. It means that our holidays are almost over.

And hmm what else. . . yes I know, I owe people their presents. Sigh. I owe dear and HM a present. Haven't thought of what to get for them yet. Sigh sigh sigh.

This Sunday we are having a Christmas party at my aunt's house. I hope I get lots of presents, though probably I won't. Me likes presents! Well, at least there's the booby present thing to look forwward to. I hope I get something nice.

Okay I shall end post here. Wahh.

2006-12-18T10:10:00.000+08:00

dear i shall post a post i wrote when i was at my grandma's house (: no internet there (:

[[ dear i see a cow (: ]]

HELLO dear (: today i took the TRAIN from shanghai (: like 5 hrs on the train *vomit vomit*dear i love you so (:
oh dear, im feeling high today, cos i got my christmas present (: yaythe so very expensive watch. gosh dear (: i love myself (:
seriously dear, what should i ask for christmas? a notebook or a pen? haha(:shall tell you when i really think of the PROPER present
anyway dear, my nose is really going to drop.PLOP! there goes my nose!so disgusting ): beh
well well well.. dear have you noticed?ive been using the word well alot!count dear, how many times have i typed the word in all my posts (: so lame
shall end my post here dear (: sending you all my love from this freezing north pole

bb dear (:

love(s),xinyi THE dear (:

ps. i look like a horriblely overcooked dumpling ): beh

Friday December 15th 2006

2006-12-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

Shall wish my aunt happy birthday! =)

Am posting from somewhere else other than home--shall not mention where =)

Okay anyway let's get down to business, shall we? =) Lately, some people, especially my older brother, have been asking me what I want for Christmas. I want all my health-related problems to get better, but they can't give me that, so well I shall think of a thing that other people can give me. I am currently sick of books (though I still wouldn't mind reading a nice one) so don't give me one unless you think I will like it a lot. =) Thank you!

Yesterday my older brother bought a Lemon MP3/MP4 (I'm a bit confused between the two). It's very small and nice, all black with a speaker. I know he likes it a lot and I'm getting him a cover for it for Christmas.

My younger brother probably just wants another gameboy advance game so I'll wait and see which he likes and then sponsor him or something like that. I'm joining together with my brothers to buy my dad a ear-piece and holder for his handphone so that he can listen to our calls when he's driving (my mum's suggestion). As for my mum, I think I'll wait and see what she wants.

Dear is the most most most hard one, 'cos I don't know what she wants! But dear said she would tell me soon, right dear? Can't wait till you come back! =)

Okay, I shall end here. =)

2006-12-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

thankyou dear (:

poor dear ): u seem so *ahem* agitated. DEAR you must not be so fen4 nu4. well dear (: i miss you (: anyway dear.. i cant find a chance to go and buy u ur third present ): but DEAR i shall try hard. dear im so nice(: haha.

dear what shall i say? hmm.. my christmas present (: well dear its VERY hard to decide you know. hmmm.. shall tell you when i come back (: dear i love you (:

DEAR IS GOING FOR DINNER (: (hmm.. its only 4.30. why am i going for dinner?)

Wednesday December 13th 2006

2006-12-13T11:28:00.000+08:00

Hope you get well soon, dear! =)

Now, I shall do a reflection on the outing yesterday. (My teachers must be so proud.) I guess one of the main reasons why I didn't enjoy myself yesterday was because I didn't get to do anything I liked. And this is because the *ahem* person (shall call her ******) managed to manipulate another certain person such that everything we did was to their favour and so no matter what I would be over-ruled and she would enjoy herself. But why I didn't 'put my foot down' was because I don't want to lose a friend. (Though I don't even know if she can be called a friend. My mum never approved of her attitude.) Sigh. Did I do the right thing? Letting her have her way? Or should I have been firmer? Considering the fact that the third person didn't really care what we did or not, then it was mostly a battle between me and ******. And apparently, I lost the battle. Quite badly too.
I guess I shall end here. Feeling a bit confused and lost. Can't wait for dear to come back and find me. =) I love you dear!!! =)

2006-12-13T09:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO hello DEAR dear DEAR (:

dear im posting again! hahas (: well dear. I shall look forward to the trip to plaza sing (: FUN(: *cough cough* poor me. im having SUCH a bad cough ): cough cough cough cough **

seriously i have nothing else to say (: DEAR I LOVE YOU!
lOVE, xinyi(:

Tuesday December 12th 2006

2006-12-12T18:53:00.000+08:00

Today was a complete, utter waste of time. I did NOTHING, but walk about and do random stuff like go to E-Zone and play the armadillo racing game. Well, at least that was fun. Quite fun, that is. Didn't enjoy myself today. Especially because of a certain someone, but because I am so nice I shall not mention that person's name. (It would be an insult to my blog. Just kidding. =))

The next outing I am looking forward to with my friends (aka HM and THE dear =)) on the 29th December 2006 is apparently to Plaza Singapura which should have a lot more things to do than Vivo City so that might be nicer.

And I have another outing to Vivo City on Thursday. I can officially now state that I completely detest Vivo City. Grr. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. Not at all.

Shall end here. =) Playing reversi with Xinyi dear.

2006-12-12T16:43:00.000+08:00

[[DEAR IM POSTING (:]]

yay dear(: im posting im posting im posting!
i shall talk about the shanghai METRO system(: aka MRT in shanghai. SO crowded): ren2 ji3 ren2 leh = people push people (: haha. anyway.. i realised tat MRT is so much better(: no offences but well.. its really people push people.. so tong ku.. beh.

holiday homework!! my goodness): i havent even done 1%.. shall do!

seriously my nose is soon going to drop off. its FREEZING.. shall not talk bout it, the more i type, the sooner my nose would drop(:

well today i went to ren ming guan chang(: then i saw this one girl n one boy. quite young. the little girl was doing a hand stand.. HANDSTAND! so poor thing.. the the boy was juggling 3 sticks(: anyway, so ke lian, so i gave them $2 (: hee hee i feel nice(:

toodles(: THE dear
love, XINYI~(:

[[DEAR I LOVE YOU (:]]

Sunday December 10th 2006

2006-12-10T12:25:00.000+08:00

Haha hello! =)

There was more than enough space yesterday. So much food wasted. Sigh. There are also very interesting stories to tell, but because I can't be bothered to type them out, I shall not tell them. Tag me if you want to know or simply call or sms or whatever and I'll email it to you =). Sadly, there are no pictures.

HM is playing. I'm blogging. Everyone's playing. Sigh (yet again).

My aunt and uncle and cousins are coming. My cousins are a boy and a girl aged 1 and 8 respectively. =) Shall not reveal their names. Haven't seen them for a year. Wonder if they've changed a lot. Well, the boy must certainly have changed. He was only a month old the last time I saw him.

Shall end here anyway. =) Bye bye!

P.S. As you can probably tell, I'm feeling much less depressed, but still slightly depressed. =)

Saturday December 9th 2006

2006-12-09T10:22:00.000+08:00

Hello. =)

I didn't buy anything yesterday (except lunch). A bit disappointed. Sigh.

Been feeling kinda left out nowadays. Everyone's either obessed with a) homework b) computer games or c) gone overseas on holiday. Well, I'm not going overseas, and I don't know how to do the homework and I don't play computer games. I read, and write, but do nothing much else. And I know there are people who are waiting to jump on this revelation and go 'aha'! That's why you're left out! Because you don't try to fit in with the crowd! And I'll be all 'it's not the first time this has happened' sort of thing. Basically, I'm depressed. Majorly depressed. And the drilling's NOT HELPING. >-<

Friday December 8th 2006

2006-12-08T08:48:00.000+08:00

Hello! =)

Plans changed for next Thursday--we're going to Pulau Ubin instead because my dad wants to observe the mangroves there for a new project he is embarking on. Sigh. Was looking forward to having a lot of fun, but now. . . Pulau Ubin is quite interesting but since I've been there before already. . . sigh.

And on the 29th December (Friday) after Bukit Timah Nature Reserve Nursery Duty (BTNRND) Xinyi dear and HM and I are going shopping! (Though the 'shopping' term is strictly reserved for Xinyi dear; HM and I are going window-shopping.) It should be quite fun too.

I'm looking forward to next Tuesday! =) When we go to Vivo City! =)

Today my mum and brothers and I are going to Junction 8! =) My younger brother wants to buy a gameboy game (Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Red Rescue Team). I want to go to Popular =) and perhaps also buy a new pair of shoes for tomorrow (I only have track shoes, sandals and slippers--don't look at me like that, I'm not the type to have 8 pair of shoes or something) when we are going to my father's student's wedding dinner. I do hope there will be enough space because actually only my dad was invited but because tomorrow is also my parents' wedding anniversary his student decided to invite all of us. It was quite a last minute thing, I should think. Well anyway, I hope everything will be all right.

I shall stop here *sneezes once and sneezes again* aw **** it. But anyway, bye bye and Merry Christmas in advance!

Thursday December 7th 2006

2006-12-07T09:18:00.000+08:00

It's already Thursday! I don't want it to be Thursday!!! (It means I've been slacking a lot! =P)

Sigh. Xinyi dear is still in Shanghai. . . A whole lot of other people are overseas too. And it seems like no one (especially HM) comes on in the morning. I wonder why. The morning is such a nice time to talk to people. But Xinyi just abandoned me and went to bathe. Sigh (yet again).

I wanna go to sleep. . . but you can't sleep forever. I would like to do my homework if I know how to do it, which I don't. So I've been avoiding it, somewhat.

Here's what I have left to do:

1. 4 chemistry worksheets

2. statistics self-learning module

It's quite a lot less compared to others already, but still it is a lot. Big sigh.

I shall end here. Homework is too depressing. =) But I will remain happy and hyper and crazy and whatever else!

Xinyi's advice: you must study hard towards the sky.

blog POST!

2006-12-06T10:12:00.001+08:00

I SHALL POST(: COS CHERYL ASKED ME TO(: well im so nice!
and dear, I LOVE YOU (: SEND YOU ALL MY LOVE.. HA(:

Wednesday December 6th 2006

2006-12-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

DEAR YOU POSTED!!!

Yet, that is not the point.

Hello! =) Dear I am sooo glad you posted! Post more post more! =)

Ooooh I get three christmas presents and a postcard? So nice of you dear! =) I shall buy you a belated birthday present dear. . . what would you like? Hmm no I shall decide. Don't tell you! =)

Yay yay yay! Next Tuesday I'm going to Vivo City with HM and genie! =) So happy! Haven't seen genie for a long, long time. We are going to explore the place! There is so much static there we have to wear jackets or long-sleeved shirts to protect ourselves! =) But HM says she doesn't care. Oh well. Wait till she gets shocked. =)

And then next Thursday I'm going out again to celebrate my aunt's birthday! So fun! I think we're going to Vivo City again (=) going to be sick of the place soon) and we might be going to Wild Wild Wet I think. It depends. =) But even if we aren't it's still going to be fun! I love going out with my aunt! Last year we went to watch a movie ('King Kong') at Junction 8! =) Yay can't wait!

And I just carried a mission out for dear. Sadly, the mission failed. Sigh.

I shall end here. Post more often dear! =)

THE dear!

2006-12-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO DEAR(: see i posted before 8. haha(: anyway so on the LAST friday of the year, we are going shopping! so nice dear
anyway, im cooking instant noodles now(: its a SPECIAL kind of noodle(: quite nice.. hmm.
and DEAR, I MISS YOU (: well.. its cold here. *freezes my nose into solid ice and it drops off*
so anyway im feeling nice now(: and i promised 3 christmas presents and 1 postcard(:
shall end here(: MISS YOU DEAR
LOVE, xinyi THE dear
www.rainingwintersky.blogspot.com
brrr... its FREEZING cold

Tuesday December 5th 2006

2006-12-05T08:55:00.000+08:00

Hello! =) *sneezes* I think I, like my younger brother, am not reacting well to the extra dust produced by the renovation of my neighbour's neighbour's house (and also my neighbour, but) to my right.

Nowadays I'm been feeling very tired. Occasionally I get a little hyper when talking to my friends, but still, like very want-to-go-to-sleep sort of thing. Sigh.

I've been posting on Xinyi dear's blog! Go tag! Or read! www.rainingwintersky.blogspot.com

And even though you've probably almost left for your holiday. . . Bon Voyage! Enjoy yourself! =)

Okay I shall end here and attempt not to sneeze for the rest of the morning and to pack my very messy room as well. =)

Merry Christmas!

Monday December 4th 2006

2006-12-04T13:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Chrissy Poohies! =)

Yesterday I went to Vivo City with my family. We bought a Swarovski crystal for my 3rd aunt for Christmas. It was way expensive but my parents said it was all right because when we were in New Zealand she paid for the lodging and that would have cost more than the crystal. It was four baby lovebirds sitting on this branch. Quite pretty, but I still think a snowflake would have been better. It's prettier. =) But's that just my point of view since I like all things snowflake-y.

You know, it's really strange when you find out that someone you weren't expecting to be online is online and that well, you want to talk to that person but then you don't want to be the first person to talk, you know? >.<

Okay I shall go for lunch now! Bye bye!

Friday December 1st 2006

2006-12-01T16:18:00.000+08:00

The first day of December. =)

The work at Bukit Timah Hill today was okay, except I think we probably made all the plants die because we um. . . better not say. Later we get blamed. And then we ran off without telling her that we were going. Sigh.

Now I am playing backgammon with Xinyi dear and both of us don't know how to play. Sigh. =) But still it's quite fun. And cheer up dear!!! You will get into SMP if you try hard enough when appealing! I will be cheering you on dear!!!

And dear, I was only missing that someone because at that time of the day I was feeling a bit lonely and then when I am lonely usually that perosn appears. =) So it was quite natural at that moment in time. Please don't read too much into it dear. =) And also, it's not that that person is my 'whatever', but more like a very, very good friend, like you dear!

Okay I shall end here and play 7 Hand Poker with dear. Now, how do you play poker?

Thursday November 30th 2006

2006-11-30T18:04:00.000+08:00

Today was the last day of the conference. The food was pretty good. =) Today is also the last day of beloved November. Which means that half of our holidays are gone. How quickly time flies by.

You know something? I miss someone. (please don't read too much into it; it's just the si1 nian4 thing, not some 'longing for'. It's a normal i-miss-you-because-I-haven't-talked-to-you-in-weeks sort of thing.) Sigh. When will you ever reply to my sms, email and offline instant message (which all are apologies for not calling back-inclusive of creative excuse)?

Tomorrow we're going to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve. Hope we aren't doing anything too dirty. I have almost finished 'Sabriel' and since I already finished 'Lirael' I can't wait for Christmas so that I can open 'Abhorsen'!!! The last book! But then I peeked in it before and poor Lirael loses her hand and Nicholas and the Disreputable Dog died. Sigh. So sad. It puts me off a little.

Okay. I shall end here. I'm not very happy today. I was, but then I realised how much I miss that person. Sigh.

Monday November 27th 2006

2006-11-27T14:46:00.000+08:00

I just realised something that I very stupidly did. You see, for our new two-thirteen blog I had to create a new account to be part of it, and for some strange reason I don't remember the username and password. Well actually, I remember the password but not the username. Grr. And anyway I also stupidly used my email twice, so now it will only respond to like one of my accounts, (which is this one) and I can't get the username. So now I don't know what to do. Sigh. Hope someone can actually find out the username from the blog.

But anyway, I got TWO Christmas presents today! =) So happy! Both from the dear. Actually, only one is from her (I paid her back for the other one because she was helping me buy it but she wrapped it up too) but it still seems like she gave me two! So nice! And the wrapper and the tape used (lots of christmas-y stuff, very pretty) is so cute and pretty! Thank you dear! Oh and hope you feel better soon!

Sigh. Going to be busy the whole week. Not looking forward to Friday because we have to go to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve for our nursery duty and it's going to be dirty. Not that I mind most dirt but this dirt is quite permanent, sometimes even for a week or more. Can I wear gloves?

=) Okay I shall end here! Can I open my presents early? *grins*

Sunday November 26th 2006

2006-11-26T14:49:00.001+08:00

Hello. Not very happy about anything today. I just wanna go to sleep plus I still haven't finished my holiday homework. Grr. Why must we have homework anyway? I don't mind studying for next year as long as it's optional but this is plain evil. . . You see, when you make something compulsory, people don't like it anymore even if they liked it before it was made compulsory. Sort of like reverse psychology. Anyway holiday homework is evil, especially if it's hard and impossible to do. Oh and if it's tested the next year as well (aka Maths Statistics).

The only thing I am remotely happy about is my one hour watching-of-the-two-animes-which-I-really-like part. =) Yay! Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha and Tsubasa Chronicles. Both very nice animes, even though some people feel that the former is a rip-off of Cardcaptor Sakura, the pictures are slightly different and this one revolves mostly around friendship.

Okay I'd better go. If I get caught on the computer without having done any assessment beforehand or whatever I will be quite dead. =P See ya!

Saturday November 25th 2006

2006-11-25T13:56:00.000+08:00

I still didn't call. I feel so nei4 jiu4, especially since now the person is probably on holiday and I could have called anytime before but I still didn't. I really let the person down, huh? I mean, I thought about all this and I really tried to pick up the phone but then each time I just ended up putting the receiver back down. Sigh. Will I ever be able to not be so. . . like this?

On to happier stuff. I joined the new class blog: two-thirteen 07! And posted too! I will link it sometime soon, don't worry. Or maybe I'll do it now. Okay I'll do it now.

Xinyi dear is buying and helping me buy the two books that I wanted! Yay even more delighted! =)

Have to end here since I'm going for lunch now! Bye!

Tuesday November 21st 2006

2006-11-21T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hello! =)

We went to Pizza Hut for lunch today. And I was only supposed to pay $5, but ended paying $6. Oh well, I shall attempt to claim the rest later. =)

The packing was fun. I knew it would be. And it was in our classroom! =)

Oh and the present for my 'adopted' gege got squashed in my bag, but I think it's okay. =) Just that the plastic bag it was in was crushed and bent. Sigh.

Okay I'd better go now! I'm going to watch TV! Bye! =)

Monday November 20th 2006

2006-11-20T09:55:00.000+08:00

Okay so the 'you' in the last post was referring to a certain someone, who is quite obviously my self-appointed older brother. Hope that clears things up. =)

Yesterday we went swimming and had dinner at Raffles Town Club. It was quite okay except as usual there was stuff like plastic and dunno-what-else in the water. A bit um. . .well, you fill in the blank.

Before that, I watched two animes! So I was quite happy too yesterday! =) And before that, I had a long, long talk with Xinyi dear about *ahem* shall not spill here. A bit embarrassing. But anyway I've gotten over mine long long ago. And I think Xinyi dear has too. =) Right dear?

Hmm what else. . . tomorrow we have to go back to school to plan the nice nice conference. It should be quite interesting, much better than the Expo ordeal, definitely. Especially since we're packing 'conference bags' and I love to do those kind of things. It's so fun, wondering who gets which one and stuff. Though they're all the same. =)

Sigh. No email today. Someone email me! Or sms! I'm a bit bored now. Or call me! =)

Shall end here. =) Have a good week!

Sunday November 19th 2006

2006-11-19T13:14:00.000+08:00

Hello! =) Today I am in a good mood =).

Yesterday my aunt came to visit us and then after that treated us to dinner at Swensens! So nice! =)

And then my younger bro ordered that Disney personalised stamp thing. So he was happy yesterday too.

I finally bought the present for you!!! I was like, wandering up and down and deciding whether or not and then in the end I just bought it. . . It is black and silver and white. Oh and it has a ghost too. I hope you like it. =) I don't really know what you like so I kind of based it on what my brothers like, and chose a more guy-ish thing. As for the price. . . I won't mention it. =) It wasn't too expensive (which makes me feel a bit guilty, but there was a LOT of thought put into it, trust me.)

Okay I shall go and eat lunch now! =)

Thursday November 16th 2006

2006-11-16T12:31:00.000+08:00

Sorry never post for so so long! Anyway we Green Club-bers have just survived an ordeal- Schools' Carnival at the Expo in lieu of Clean and Green Week 2006.

It was the worst, worst thing ever. Okay so maybe the Bukit Timah Nature Reserve is a bit worse. But it was still quite bad. I never want to go through it again, but there will still be one next year, and the year after that, and the year after that one, and so on. Grr. Next time, please supply more chairs and better lunches with softer and wetter rice! Thank you!

The worst day was probably the 14th, though the 15th was quite bad too. After all, on the 15th the guest-of-honour came and kind of reprimanded us for sitting around and doing nothing and for being unable to answer his questions. So we were tired! Is sitting a crime? Is it our fault if our teacher told the WHOLE club to turn up and be JAMMED INTO A ******** SMALL BOOTH??? (I guess you can tell I'm quite mad. But anyway.) AND he got our club name wrong. Please Mr. Guest-of-Honour, the next time, get your facts straight before trying to sue us for sitting around and "networking". (Your word, I believe?)

I shall end here. Too mad to continue. This post might be deleted if it is deemed offending. But it is the truth okay?

Friday November 10th 2006

2006-11-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

Sorry! Haven't posted for a long time.

Anyway today we went to the IRS exhibition at Catholic High School. Their hall is nice! It has sliding doors! And their lecture theaterette's aircon was very cold. Brr. Oh and adopted gege, I finally confirmed how your school uniform looks like. You have a tie! =) We no tie! Yay!

Siming was so pretty in the school's coat-and-tie dress thingy! And her presentation looked so nice! The people in charge never let Siming present, sigh. Hers is more interesting. But at least we know that. =) Go Sming/Smung/Smunk!

Okay shall stop here. Am idling about 'cos a bit bored and tired. =)

Tuesday 31st October 2006

2006-10-31T16:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween! Must add that this is the last day of October, so goodbye October! I will miss you! Kind of, but not really, since the EOYs are in October. =)

Today I collected my report book. My results were quite okay, except for the fact that there were so many errors I kept running up and down to change them and then I stepped into the staff room accidentally-on-purpose impulsively and got chided by the teacher. Sigh. I didn't regret it then, but I feel really bad now. I mean, I obviously knew we weren't supposed to but I still did it. Sigh. But now it's over so at the most I won't do it again.

Okay hmm what else. Nothing much. It's raining again. It always rains nowadays. Kinda getting a bit sick of it, no? =)

Monday October 20th 2006

2006-10-30T11:46:00.000+08:00

Today was supposed to be our performance day, but. . . sigh. Now it's our fund-raising day. At least I don't have rehearsal today, unlike 113 A. =)

I received a phone call at about 9am this morning. =) Did you plan it at the exact time? =) Anyway. . .you played the piano quite well, though I never told you that. And I guess you read my email then? Or maybe even my blog? =) I promised to call you back later, and I will, if I have enough time. By the way, thanks for calling. =)

Hmm today we have fund-raising which ought to be quite fun! We're selling food, mainly some apple cubes coated in chocolate, and custard puffs! =) We're also selling handicrafts: bottles of stars. We've folded about 3500 stars! =) All thanks to 113!

I am currently playing Runescape, because there isn't much else to play. I would play Maple, but our 'up' button is spoilt, so we can't go through any portals and stuff, and will therefore remain stuck at a certain place, and so we don't play Maple anymore.

Let's see what else is there to talk about. . . hmm. . . nothing much. =) I'm sorry! I wanted to buy your present but then suddenly I decided not to even though the price was reasonable and everything! Wonder what came over me, but anyway now I am trying my best to be able to buy it for you without my parents complaining about me going out, okay? So please don't be mad, and let's try to meet soon!

Sunday October 29th 2006

2006-10-29T16:34:00.000+08:00

Anyway went for tuition this morning and the teacher had bought a lot of assessment books for my older brother and I . . .cost up to nearly $70. I can't believe someone can actually spend that much just on assessment books for one subject. . .Therefore I promise to work hard so that I'm not wasting my parents' hard-earned money.

There's much to be said when you write something in a light-hearted way but someone else inteprets it as an insult or something. So please be careful with your words. =)

Anyway I miss my adopted bro a lot. . . haven't talked to him much. And then now I'm just feeling kind of weird, like detached from the world, and I want someone to pull me back, but none of my friends are online, and I can't call! The last time you didn't pick up the phone and so the weird silence after the person asked who I wanted to speak to was very, very uncomfortable. But I guess you feel this way when you call me and I don't pick up the phone too. So perhaps I'll email instead. A lot safer.

I shall continue my thanks to the people who are not in 113.

My family: just for existing. I can never be grateful enough.

My adopted bro: you'd better be happy. You're the second on the list. Thanks for always being there, cheering me up when I'm down, being my 'punchbag', my advisor, my angel who carries out and obeys my every whim and fancy, and for always being so patient with me. (I wonder how you do it.)

LH: for being my pen-pal and my longest-lasting friend ever. =) best friends forever.

JY: for being the fellow Jap-learner and for being a very very good always hyper friend.

Ex-HPPSers: for the best three years of my life.

Saturday October 28th 2006

2006-10-28T13:20:00.000+08:00

I know this is a little late but I shall still do it, because, as they say, better late than never! Here are my thanks to the one-thirteeners 2006!

Addie: For being a nice nice person to talk to and always dragging me and HM to HPPS to visit the teachers =) If not I guess we'll never go back, HM and I =) And then we would miss out on seeing the teachers, and on that one occasion, seeing Junyu

Siming: For bringing me back down to earth, being my surrogate 'mother', letting me call you all sorts of names, teaching and tutoring me in homework, always being by my side, and for being such a pro pro person and a nice and great friend!

Chelsea: For the good-luck-for-exams hugs, and for always being there when I need a hug =), our frequent survey-person, the one who starts all sorts of wild dares and having infectious enthusiasm

Joey: For being so talk-able to, funny and humorous, being one of the first to give me a sense of security on the first day of school this year, and for just being there =)

Chloe: My fellow Green Club-ber and the one who always informs us of the meetings and venues, being hysterical and thus a source of entertainment, a good friend who accompanies me when needed

Hui May: Need I say more? Okay okay I shall. My dearest dearest HM, whom I love soooo dearly (feel free to do any actions to express your disgust; I'm using flowery language here and it does not mean a thing, so relax, I am not mental), for letting me bully once in a while, my anime song-singing companion, the one who always sits with me on the bus etc. Me cannot do without you! (now go awww. . . =))

Jia Yun: For being our most lovable mayor, for making sure I was accepted and for helping me find my feet when I came back, helping me with work, hyper-enthusiastic mayor who makes sure we complete all our tasks. We love our Mayor!

Christine aka Chrissy-poohies: For being a crazy siao-siao person, who is always so hyper and accompanied me when we went to J8 with Nicolette that time and for giving me free popcorn chicken and always offering me stuff, for forgetting to bring my hammer, for always giving me that cute-cute-innocent look

Huiyi: For helping me with my homework and Jap whenever I needed you, for accompanying me home all the time, for always smiling at me whenever we see each other, for welcoming me into your CmPS group with open arms, for simply existing so that my loneliness is reduced on the forty minutes plus journey home =)

Marsha aka Marshy: For always being there to help me and guide me along, our responsible FAFF leader, being a 'marshroom' =) shaking hands with me when we wish each other good luck, always having that big big smile of yours on your face

Zhiting: For helping me with Jap, asking me to join your CmPS group, making sure I was never left out of anything, playing along with me when I make up stories (Zhiting and her Exploding Piano by Cheryl and Hui May) for being a nice nice girl who is always ready to help!

Nicole: For the pokes, no thanks, but for the occasional out-of-the-blue hugs and i-love-yous (they are kinda strange, but. . . it shows some kind of friendship, I guess) there are some thanks, for being a nice nice person who shows you that work is easy if you're like Nicole =)

Peiling: For being so guai and good and then suddenly going hyper, for being a constant source of amusement for our class, for being the Girl Guide with a most distinctive grin, for trying to tie three towels together to create some form of hat with dangling sides to cover your ears

Elisa aka Elsa: For talking to me on Messenger for nearly an hour and driving away my boredom, for not getting mad when I forgot who you are, for always telling us that a certain must be done in a certain way to achieve the best results

Ying Hui aka Inky: For being such an interesting person and a pro-javelin-er who can throw way far, so pro =) and a nice nice person who will always greet you with a smile no matter what happened just a second earlier

Queenie: For being our 'queen' and reigning above us all, for being the main communicator during the visit to the elderlys' home (kind of), for teaching me how to communicate despite a language barrier

Sugi: For being our very diligent PE rep, always running ahead of us, a fellow lover of all Jap stuff, for being a very approachable person, for being our King =) in our play, the one who rules above us all

Jewel: For being a very good runner and bringing glory to our class, for helping out in fund-raising, for always having a nice nice welcoming-ish smile so that everyone feels relaxed and comfortable in your presence

Nicolette: For being a fellow Jap-learner, for putting up with my whimsical Jap fancies, for accompanying me to J8 that time, for being a very omoshiroi and friendly person who is very very pro at Chinese

Claire: For being our assistant monitress, and most enthusiastic audience during the story of Claire and her Ants, for telling me what to do when I needed help, for waiting for us before locking the classroom door, and always being so responsible

Beatrice aka Bea: For being a person who loves all sports, for offering to teach us how to make the cream/custard puffs, for being such a hyper person who always smiles and the best princess ever in our play

Pamela aka Pamie: For telling us never to give up, for being our class' loud-mouth, for always enjoying everything we throw at you, for bouncing back like a rubber ball, for letting us play with your hair

Xenia aka Munki/Munkie/Munk: For being so adorable and cute and not-minding the fact that you are shorter and always being so hyper and sweet and everything nice!

Jen Yi aka Jen aka Jen Jen: For being our class treasurer and the person who has a strange way of thinking about things, for having a most interesting logic, for being our class' sailor

Jessica aka Jess: For being our class' artist, for being so pro at drawing manga and stuff, for being a fellow lover of all Jap stuff as well, for making me listen to you repeat your line over and over, for having to memorise an extra line so that I and the others have enough time to pull the trashbag on

Si Rui aka Ruio: For being our Home Economics rep, for being so hyper and sweet and kind and friendly and caring and being so smart at IT and thus bringing honour to our class too and for being a most blog-ish person!

Kai Lin aka Kai: For being my Home Econs group member, for coming with the ideas, and for being the cute cute person who always seems to have bushy hair, for saying your line in the play so fast

Sally aka Sal: For being the slightly hyper-ish person who has a completely different outlook of life, for always being so optimistic and lovable and on the occasional time, being this very tired looking person who stresses on the point that if you're tired, just sleep =)

Cheryl: I'd like to thank myself for being me! =) Without me, I wouldn't be me!

Today's walkathon was a bit boring and hot and the stupid speakers were so loud I was convinced I had gone deaf; my ears hurt so badly, so I shall not elaborate on that. I was supposed to go home with Huiyi but we got separated so I went back with HM first and guess where I met Huiyi?

Ans: At the 825 bus-stop at Yio Chu Kang MRT Station. She took the MRT train after the one I took.

You see, I was walking with our mayor and the others and she thought they were going back to school so she didn't follow them but instead ended up walking to the MRT Station, so we separated from each other and were only reunited later. But it was still a bit of a miracle, don't you think? =)

Wednesday October 25th 2006

2006-10-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

Today we had the Cup and Plate Captain's Ball-ish tournaments thingy. It was so funny. =) I didn't play, being a reserve, so I just started screaming and cheering our class on. =) In the end I had to stop a bit earlier because if I got a sore throat before rehearsal the teacher would kill me.

And then ***** wouldn't let three of our actresses =) come for rehearsal because he thought the MAD project was more important. Our choral night rehearsal teacher was like, furious. Luckily they came in halfway and after explaining themselves, he 'forgave' them. =) That was good. Rehearsal was quite okay except for that part, and the fact that running (sprinting, actually) to look for our three missing members made me so nervous and hyper I had to breathe in and out, coughed non-stop for quite a while (Claire had to calm me down by patting me on the back and telling me to relax) and then forgot all my lines. It was okay in the end because he didn't notice that I said the wrong lines and I was able to correct myself before he did. He just thought that I was speaking too fast. But overall, it was more enjoyable than the 5-6pm rehearsal because we were still lively at 1pm, which is when our rehearsal-ing started. =)

It was raining/pouring at NYGH and at MacRitchie as well, when I switched bus. I got a bit soaked; I had my umbrella with me. The only strange thing was that I had a pink shirt and an almost-matching pink umbrella and the cuff of my jeans were soaked ('cos they're a bit too long. I'm waiting to grow taller, hopefully. =)). But when I reached Upper Thomson, which is like only four stops away for MacRitchie, there was absolutely no rain at all! And it was even flooded at some areas on the way to MacRitchie from NYGH (by 156)! So disappointing. . . for some reason I was looking forward to charging home in the rain. It wasn't raining at my house either, sadly.

I think that's all that happened to me today. Oh and I shared an umbrella with a woman who wanted to cross the zebra-crossing to the next bus-stop, like me! I did a good deed. Yay! =)

P.S. I took Chrissy's quiz. I ended up with a lot of 'High' results and one 'Very High'. Does it really describe me? =)

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/paranoid.html">Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizoid.html">Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizotypal.html">Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/antisocial.html">Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/borderline.html">Borderline Personality Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/histrionic.html">Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/narcissistic.html">Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/avoidant.html">Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/dependent.html">Dependent Personality Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/ocd.html">Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Take'>http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv">Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality'>http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html">Personality Disorder Info --

Tuesday October 24th 2006

2006-10-24T17:01:00.000+08:00

My 101th post! =)

Anyway it was quite nice yesterday. We watched a movie called 'The Mighty'. It was a bit confusing at first, because they had two names and different people addressed the same person differently so I was trying to figure out who is/was who. But in the end it was quite sad, because the small 'brainy' person Kevin (I think) died. Wah. . .='(

Okay and what else did I do . . . I know! I went to Borders because I had this gift card thing and I wanted to get 'Sabriel' and 'Abhorsen' by Garth Nix but there was only the latter and 'Across the Wall' and they weren't by the publisher I wanted it to be (aka. HarperCollins). Something like that. Or maybe 'Across the Wall' was by the right publisher. But anyway, I didn't buy anything. So I made a wasted trip. Oh and did I mention it? I bent 'Lirael''s book cover. So mad at myself. Now there's this not-very-nice-thing, kinda like a scar of some sort, on it. Sigh.

Hmm. . .oh yeah and ***** said I did quite well considering I wasn't here for half the year and told me to keep it up yesterday. (I'm jumping all over the place. =)) Yay! Though actually I think I could have done better, but considering I did better than HM for certain subjects despite the fact I wasn't here and thus had less practice, should be quite good. And Jap was rounded to 90%! OMG! (Haha. Seldom say that. =)) So happy. . . I mean 90%. Though I know some people do get higher than 90% for certain things it is still very good, right? =) Yays! =)

Okay shall go back to my game now. =) Am currently playing Runescape despite the fact I dropped it for a long time before.

Saturday October 21st 2006

2006-10-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

The 100th post! =) I posted 100 times! Yay!

Anyway =), let me tell you about what I did today! Okay so first I went to a tuition teacher's house to try out Chinese tuition with my older bro, and he got like full marks on this worksheet so now he likes the teacher a lot. And as for me, I was blur-ish throughout the whole thing. So he's even happier, since the two of us compete a lot.

Okay and there were these two very very cute cocker spaniels there! One is called Ruyi but I don't know the name of the other one. Ruyi is so friendly! He/She (I don't know which) started jumping about on my older bro after he pat him/her and when I patted him/her as well, he/she lay down on my foot and stretched out on the floor and I had to pull my foot away. So nice. . .! =)

Hmm later in the day we shall be going to the airport to fetch my aunt and uncle. They are coming back from Shanghai. Me never go to Shanghai before. =) Next time shall go! But then I don't like airplanes.

Okay what else. . .Nothing, I guess. Shall go then! My 100th post is so wasted. Sigh.

Friday October 20th 2006

2006-10-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hello! Today I shall touch on CmPS (which stands for something which yet I do not know). It is something like CSP (Community Service Programme), but we focus on a current problem, and solve it using FPS (Future Problem Solving) skills, AND implement the action plan. It will be hard, but then the time spent can be used to subsitute the 30 hours of CSP we have to do. That's nice.

The fruit hunt! So fun! But we didn't find a lot. . .I wanted the watermelon but another class got it. And the banana and orange in front of our classroom (in the small tree thing) got 'stolen'. Well, it got taken by another girl while Nicolette was distracted. Sigh. But it's okay. =)

Hmm what else. . . I don't think there's much. Next Monday's Japanese lesson is my last one for the year. Sigh. I'll miss Jap. I don't want to quit until I really have to. Jap is so fun!

Okay I shall end here. Nice short and sweet post.

Wednesday October 18th 2006

2006-10-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

My younger bro is super irritating. Just now he was sitting next to me, pestering me and questioning whatever I do, aka. "Why you copy lyrics for?" "Why you copy so many?" "Waste ink" etc. It was irritating. . .

Okay let's see. IT Challenge I still feel it was a bit unfair, but 106 were quite good. But we were good too and we kept getting all the hard hard questions!!!

Japanese today was nice. We joined with J1B and J1C and then so I grouped up with Zhiting, Hui Yi and Nicolette and we called our group 113. So when Sensei wanted another person to join our group ('cos there were ten people) we were like, " No! We want to be outnumbered."

In the end we were always outnumbered because even though one girl left halfway the other group still had one more person, but in the end we just tied for everything anyway. So the senseis had to give twice the number of prizes. =) (The prizes were marshmallows and a pen each.)

After Jap I went to Junction 8 to collect the photos for my mum and Nicolette and Christine accompanied me. I wanted to go and check the price of something but in the end I didn't. Sigh. Not bold enough. So I am determined to do it next time. =) Yay Chrissy shared Popcorn Chicken with me. I like popcorn chicken. =)

Monday October 16th 2006

2006-10-16T19:15:00.000+08:00

Okay NOT happy with my results, but I can't do anything, so might as well be happy. (thinks to self: HM I am so gonna kill you! How can you get such ******** high marks you *****! WAHHH!)

Tomorrow is Lang Arts and Maths. So wonderful. (Not, but that's kind of beside the point, don't you agree?)

Today's rehearsal was quite nice. And I am going to climb on the chairs and sit with Claire and Jess again so fun! We were like sitting and memorising the script! So cool! I wanna sit again! And I wanna sit on ten chairs! This time max. 9 only. . .Will hit the tenth one tomorrow (hopefully)!

Sigh. The teacher was still very fussy, kept yelling at us and criticising everything. But he was quite nice at one part where he put on the princess dress after we constantly asked him too. Sadly, he wouldn't let us take any pictures. Wah. But I will treasure that moment (and laugh at it in private).

Okay! I know what my adopted bro wants, or rather I asked him what he would prefer out of the conditions I set. Hmm. Maybe one day ask HY to go shopping at Junction 8 with me and then buy it for him there, or when I go there with my family, but that would be a bit risky, if they saw, that is. Never mind. I will settle it sooner or later. =) Hope he likes it! =) I like people to like the presents I give them.

Let's see what else. . . Addie didn't come to school today! Hope you're okay, and if you're sick, get well soon! The class is just not lively enough without you!

Shall end here. =)

Sunday October 15th 2006

2006-10-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

I realised that I'm a bit of a perfectionist. But that's kind of beside the point, huh? Anyway this is what I did today. =)

I watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (finally, because we finally bought the VCD yesterday). Conclusion: the book was better, some of the characters didn't seem to fit their description and personality eg. Moody could have looked a bit more mysterious. In the book, he seemed like a nice mysterious person. Also, a lot of parts in the book were skipped, leaving me very lost and scenes jumped quickly and before you actually realised what was going on. The large number of characters were also quite confusing as some of them looked the same.

I had breakfast and lunch (of course!) Breakfast was two small slices of chocolate rice cake, lunch was laksa.

Hmmm. . .nothing else that is pretty much interesting. Yesterday was better. I shall tell you what I did yesterday evening.

We went to Plaza Singapura to go shopping at mainly John Little, because after going there once on Thursday my mum liked it so much we went back there again. My younger brother, who hates shopping, went to Times bookstore instead, while we looked around. My mum fussed over my older brother who was happily picked out a shirt and jeans and tried them on but it took quite a long time, during which I just wandered about the ladies department, finding everything unsuitable (this is when I realised that I was a bit of a perfectionist because I am very fussy, but because I want everything to be perfect, thus the term perfectionist). We spent about two hours there, my brother finally buying his jeans and shirt (for CNY, which is like so many months away, but my mum feels it's better to buy stuff that you like at any time rather than rush nearer to CNY), my dad buying a pair of black pants (for CNY too) and at the last minute, the perfectionistic me buying a pink blouse/shirt. (sigh. I wish I wasn't a perfectionist, but ****. I can't change myself now, while I'm still a bit confused about how the world works.)

Then we went to Swensen's for dinner!!! I love Swensen's!!! But it's so expensive to eat there. . .Five main courses and two drinks cost up to $85. . . I think we won't be eating there for quite a while. The last time we went there was to celebrate my birthday.

After that we had a fun time digging through mountains of books on sale. It required the precision of mind and agility in order to prevent a landslide of books from happening. In the end my older brother bought about 6 books, I think. I bought a book about Christmas miracles. I read it today. It was so nice! Makes you feel really hopeful.

Oh and then we went to Carrefour, when my older brother bought a stamp that had his name and a Tigger picture on it. They said they would deliver it to our house about four days later. He's so lucky; my parents let him buy anything he wants, literally. If I wanted one, they would probably tell me I'm wasting money and whatever stuff. Sigh. Wonder what would have happened if I were born a boy? Would things be a bit more optimistic for me?

My younger brother bought the VCD there, by the way. We also bought durian (*grins*) and got lost on the way to the carpark. But in the end we made it out of Plaza Singapura safely, and me very happy with my purchase of the pink blouse/shirt and the book. I wanna wear it soon! =)

Saturday October 14th 2006

2006-10-14T10:32:00.000+08:00

I decided to do this quiz thingy I got from JY. =) I wonder what would happen?

[ ] You are smaller than the other girls of your age.

[x] You like pink or purple.

[x] You wear skirts. [school skirts! and I have another black one]

[x] You love stuffed toys.

[ ] You have more than 100 stuffed animals.

[x] Your pillow protector has flowers on it.

[x] You act younger than you are. [i think so?]

[x] You love fairy tales.

[ ] people said that you are cute

Total: 6

[ ] You are waiting for a hero.

[ ] You believe in unicorns.

[x] You believe in fairies.

[x] You wanna be an angel.

[ ] You believed longer than the other children in Santa Claus.

[ ] You still believe in Santa Claus.

[ ] You have a princess bed.

[ ] Your bed has a canopy.

[ ] You always dressed as princess to carnival/ Halloween.

[ ] You liked to put make up on as a child.

Total: 2

[x] You love Hello Kitty/ Sanrio stuff.

[x] You played with dolls.

[ ] You owned a doll house.

[ ] People said that you look younger than you really are.

[x] You owned or own rabbits, guinea pigs or chinchillas.

[x] You love animals.
[ ] You are romantic.

[x] You love moon shine.

[ ] When you get suddenly a kiss from a boy you blush. [um]

[ ] You blush when someone say he likes you. [uh...]

Total: 5

[ ] You love frills and ribbons on your clothes.

[x]You put stuff or real flowers in your hair.

[x] You nearly always smile.

[x] You try to make people happy.

[x] You respect your parents.

[ ] You try to see the good in people and the world.

[ ] You have been called naive.

[ ] You have a unicorn poster.

[x] You like tv shows for children.

[x] You love Disney Movies.

Total: 6

[x] You like books for children.

[x]You like movies with happy end.

[ ] You are kind and behave good.
[ ] You are nearly never bitchy.

[ ] You like cute shoes.

[x] You respect elders.

[x] You try to be good. [I try and fail =)]

[x] You cry when someone dies. [in real life, that is]

[ ] You get depressed by the evening news.

[x] You can´t watch scary movies.

Total: 5

[ ] You cry too when someone cries next to you.

[x] You like books with pictures in it.

[ ] You love beautiful things.

[x] You have butterfly jewelry.

[x] You draw flowers and butterflies in your school notebooks. [once upon a time...]

[ ] You love movies from the 50/60´s.

[x] You have been to Disney Land or World.

[x] You like amusement parks.

[ ] You have deer eyes.

[ ] When you ask your boyfriend or dad for something he always give it to you, cause you are everything for him.

Total: 3

[ ] Adults like you.

[x] You love swings.

[ ] You are the apple of your grand parents' eye.

[ ] You like to play skipping rope.

[x] You like little children.

[x] You enjoy to play with little children.

[x] You still have your sticker collection.

[ ] You still have your glitter picture collection.

[ ] You have animal earrings.

[x] You love sweets.

Total: 5

[x] You love decorating the christmas tree.

[x] You are still curious what you will get as presents.

[ ] You wished for a ring from your boyfriend.

[x] You love Swarowski stuff.

[ ] You love everything that glitters and sparkles.

[x] You´re dreaming of a house with garden.

[x] You wanna have a white wedding dress.

[x] You love weddings.

[ ] You always jumps in the arms of your family/ friends when you meet them.

[x] You hold hands with your best friend.

Total: 7

Total: 39 = 39/50 x 100% = 78%

Oh well. =)

Friday October 13th 2006

2006-10-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th. =)

Today we got back our geography and CLC exam papers and suffice to say I did like, badly. But my CLC quite good; from C5 to B3!!! That's my favourite part. Geog I got a low A1 so very dangerous. . .especially because of history. Must brush up on SBQ skills during the hols, even if I get kicked out of Nanyang. SBQ is/are widely used now; they're in all history tests. ****** history. HM you got higher than me so I am NOT revealing your marks. It'll make me seem like some very dumb person because your marks are so much higher.

And next Monday we might be checking Science. SCIENCE. The ****** paper where I didn't know practically every question, worked myself up into a state of depression and got yelled at by Siming and Chrissy. THE ****** SCIENCE PAPER. >_<

Oh and because of our Choral Night we have a rehearsal practice tomorrow. Saturday. I'm not kidding. SATURDAY, when all the other classes had theirs on weekdays. So unfair. . .!

I went to Bukit Timah Hill to plant plants! Okay so I replanted plants. It was muddy work. =) HM how could abandon us while you went for rehearsal and then went ICE-SKATING??? HM. . . never mind. Now I know how to plant the plants I shall be your senior in that. =)

I wanna go ice-skating in the hols but they might be raising the prices! By nearly $5! So evil. . .Now my parents will probably only let me go like one time because it's so expensive. . .

Sigh. I had nice nice plans for tomorrow. Guess my whole post is based on me lamenting (or whining, right?), so what happy things do I have to say?

I want a phonecall! And then I want to talk to the person for one whole hour! I don't care who it is! I just wanna talk to someone so so badly! Like complain, maybe laugh, do all sorts of things that you can do on the phone, like purposely breathing very loudly so both persons' ear end up 'ouch'. =) I do that with HM all the time, except those times are really accidents, not even accidentally-on-purpose accidents. They are pure accidents, let me assure you.

You all must support our choral night! We are the first Sec 1 class to perform, and we are even performing on the first day! Okay? =) Thank you!

Tuesday Ocotober 10th 2006

2006-10-10T08:33:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm secretly using the computer now. Don't tell anyone! =)

You evil you never reply my email. Next time don't care about you anymore. Hmph.

Oh and when I went to Popular to buy the maths set? Don't talk about it. The selection was so limited! I ended up buying everything separate! And they didn't even have the nice nice compass! I wanted to go somewhere else but my dad said might as well just finish it, so. . . *sigh* Oh but the automatic eraser I bought was nice. You see, I already have one, but my mum bought the wrong refill for it, and in fact she bought 6 of it. So I had to buy another one so that the refill would not go to waste. It was an Omni Frozen-Eraser. Not the kind with the coloured eraser, but another type, but it's still an Omni Frozen-Eraser. Still very nice!!! =)

Okay today my younger brother has a headache, probably from playing too much yesterday, so he's staying at home. *sigh* He's very fan that type of person. Besides, it was meant to be a only-me-at-home thing. So sad!!! I want to be at home with just me and my mum! Okay maybe that's a bit selfish. . .

Anyway shall write to here. Bye bye!

Monday October 9th 2006

2006-10-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

Okay today is a nice nice day I must admit. My mum is actually okay with me using the computer. Previously over the weekend she was like nagging and yelling if she caught me on the computer. I don't know why but over the weekend I was just practically addicted to the computer, you know? Usually I'm not, I can bear with it, but over the weekend...it was plain weird. But now I should be pretty okay. Besides, one of times was asking my adopted gor gor how to do this algebra question, because I didn't understand it. In the end he got it wrong and I figured out how to do it myself. Thanks a lot! =)

Oh and I got permission to play a prank and on him and his crush (when he has one. Apparently he doesn't have one now.) Whee. He'll regret it. =) I am a most wonderful person when it comes to playing pranks on people. Though I don't play pranks on people. A bit self-contradictory. But it'll be a well-remembered prank, trust me.

And let's see...Oh yes, my older brother (real one =))lost my maths set and compass. Sigh. I want my maths set! And the compass was this very expensive one that cost $7.80, I think. It was a very good one and I only used it a few times, too! No fair!

Anyway it's very sad and my mum isn't very pleased. =) So tonight I'm going to Popular with my dad to get a new maths set. =) Yup. I think that's all. Bye bye! Wish me luck for maths!

Oh and this is for my adopted brother: stay happy! I promised I would wish you happy thoughts everyday! Find your crush soon! =) Good luck for your exams! =)

Sunday October 8th 2006

2006-10-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

You know? This is my 91st post. So happy =). Okay anyway down to the serious business, so-called. Lately there's been this spread of ?norovirus? (or was it novovirus? I just can't get it right) and lots of primary and secondary schools have been hit. I hope everyone will be okay and stay happy and healthy! Especially my big bro =). My adopted one, that is.

Okay must go now! Will post more later! Bye bye!

Saturday October 7th 2006

2006-10-07T10:20:00.000+08:00

Okay so this is what happened last night when we were celebrating Mid-Autumn Festival with my aunt and her family. For one, we played with fire. Or rather, I attempted burining leaves which were dipped in melted wax. My elder brother took this alcohol spray thing and sprayed the fire with it, so that well, it would be more combustible? Anyway, it was obviously dangerous, but according to him, the alcohol was burnt out after a while. Before that, I had already been burning this leaf, and then it kind of finished burning, so I got another one, dipped it in wax and then put it in the fire, only to have the hot wax splatter all over my finger, kind of like when you throw vegetables that are wet into the oil to fry them or something like that. It really hurt at first, and I was going "ow...ow...ow" but after a while it was okay. There's no remainder of it on my finger now =)

It was quite fun, overall. And now I must go, so bye!

Friday October 6th 2006

2006-10-06T11:36:00.000+08:00

I never considered the fact that I would fail my Science test. I just thought that it would be okay. Now I know how wrong I was. Even my hands are shaking as I type this now.

I didn't know how to do any of the open-ended questions, and most of the MCQ. Everything I learnt, just flew out of my head. I was blank. I didn't know what to do. I would have cried during the test but I couldn't. I was still in shock.

I filled in as much as I could. I tried to put on a brave front in front of the others, despite the fact that I knew no matter what I did, I would fail. When I reached home, and because I just do, I told my mum how hard the paper was. She could probably sense from my voice that it was not good news. And then when I bathed, I cried. I really did. I cried as hard as I could. It just wasn't fair. I had studied hard for Science. I wrote notes. I photocopied my friend's file. But everything I studied just didn't come out. It isn't fair.

Now I'm going to fail my 60% baseline and get kicked out of the school. I can't wait to die.

Thursday October 5th 2006

2006-10-05T11:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday JY! *Lots of birthday hugs and stuff* =)

Okay let's see whose birthday is coming up next that I know about. . .sigh. Don't remember. Tomorrow is Mid-Autumn Festival! Yay! Mooncakes! Shang yue! Tea! (wait. I don't like tea=P)

The History test was very hard. Me probably failed it. *sigh* hope my Jap will pull my score up. . . I got 90.4! OMG I am sooo happy! Though I wish I would get a bit higher but after all there was still the compo and stuff and then I completely blanked through it so I suppose getting 90.4 is good! =) Though from 2nd in class I dropped to 3rd. . .must work harder for Jap from now on. *nods*

And this is a random bit about me: I like blowing bubbles in the bath. I like ice-skating and I'm waiting for a certain someone(s) to teach me how to skate. (You promised you would teach me!!!) And I'd like to get better marks and learn how to do SBQ. And I'd like to be able to make it all the way to JC and still stay in the Hwa Chong - Nanyang family (aka I don't wanna be kicked out of the school)

Let's see what else is there. . .I like manga. I like anime. I wanna watch TV! But I'm supposed to be studying. Wah.

Okay shall end here and go study science =). Do remember to check out http://iroiro-iroiro-iroiro.blogspot.com okay? I didn't update it much but I will as soon as the exams are over! =) I promise!

Wednesday October 4th 2006

2006-10-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is JY's birthday! Please wish her Happy Birthday and give her lots of presents! =)

Okay and the Lang Arts Paper II was really, really hard. Hopefully I won't fail it. Tomorrow is History and I haven't finished studying! I'm dead! And then I lost so many of my notes! What do I do???

Okay, shall breathe, relax and calm down for a bit. And wish good luck to everyone for their examinations!!! Oh by the way, (despite the fact that you don't ever read my blog I shall still say this) good luck pikyy! (just because you're my very-nice big brother and because I'm a very nice younger sister aka. your meimei)

Other than that, there's nothing much to post. I know! Watch Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha A's! It's very nice! Nicer than Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha! There's Hayate in A's! Hayate is nice! I like Hayate! And the original Reinforce too! I wish I knew someone like Reinforce. So self-sacrificial. Not that I want that to happen but I wouldn't mind having a friend like that.

Tuesday October 3rd 2006

2006-10-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I know I haven't blogged for a long time. I've been busy! Now is my exam week! I have to study so I can't always blog! Please understand!

My Lang Arts Paper I, my Geography paper and my two Chinese papers are over. Now it's just Lang Arts Paper II tomorrow, History the next day (my history is bad, I am not looking forward to it), Science on Friday and Maths next Wednesday, and everything will be over and hopefully I can play because they did not kick me out of the school due to my extremely bad and terrible grades. (Please don't let them kick me out!!!)

I'm really really scared the'll kick me out. I'm just barely making the 60% overall! Wah! I'm dead, I'm so dead.

Oh and I got a new self-appointed big brother (or rather he appointed me his 'meimei') who is very adamant that I give way to him in all things. He's only two months and a bit older than me! No fair! I'd rather he be my 'didi' but then I like being younger than people. A bit of a strange metality but then I actually do like older siblings. Just not those really really like-to-order-you-around types. Other than that, I'm pretty much okay with the whole older sibling thing. Older siblings are nice 'cos they're smarter than you so you can ask them stuff and then you have the whole I-look-up-to-my-older-sibling thing which is so cute and I totally do it! I give my brothers (real ones) hugs all the time and my younger brother is very very cute and nice to hug! Though they don't actually like it. Oh well.

Sunday October 1st 2006

2006-10-01T09:39:00.000+08:00

To all those lucky kindergarten and primary school kids out there, Happy Children's Day! And now on to the more important business.

Tomorrow's our Lang Arts and Geography exam! I don't even know if I can remember all the things since I only just started studying! Yes I know it's bad but I really did and now I don't know what I can do to help me remember everything! Wah!

And my friends aren't on! I need your support! Why aren't you there when I need you most? You guys are evil! (It's not true; but then I really just wanna talk to one of you, and then let you try to calm me down and assure me everything will be fine. But you aren't there.)

Now I just wanna go to sleep, and quote HY "plonk my head" down and then sleep until tomorrow and realise that all this is just a bad dream and that there are no examinations tomorrow.

Saturday September 30th 2006

2006-09-30T11:13:00.000+08:00

The last day of September. The last day that guarantees us that we'll be safe from end-of-year examinations. It's going to just fly by.

I don't know what to say. I just don't want the examinations to come. I wanted to use the computer just so I could check my email and stuff but my bro was playing so I had to play with him before he would let me use and then my mum thought I wanted to play and then she said sming and HM were already at the library and had studied for a very long time. In truth, they invited me too but she wouldn't let me go because she said it was a waste of time and then now she says I'm not studying! I really don't know what to do anymore! I really wanted to go but on no account would she let me go! And now she's blaming me???

Thursday September 28th 2006

2006-09-28T07:59:00.000+08:00

First, I would like to say Happy Birthday to my little bro! Yup, today's his birthday. And then I would like to mention the fact that I'm blogging in school. So nice right. I sound like Sming! So strange. . .

Thirdly, I was up until 12 plus last night trying to finish my homework but in the end I still didn't! Wah. . .and then my parents had to stay up to accompany me. I feel so guilty but then I also really wanted them to accompany me if not so lonely everyone's asleep except me! So in the end I guess it was pretty good after all.

I still need to buy a present for my little bro! Later shall pop by Popular, and if there's nothing nice there and I'm going home by myself then perhaps drop by Thomsom Plaza and look at the Popular there. Bigger, but not that much nicer. Our school Popular is very nice!

Oh and then later if he's on shall make pikky (haha his initials because I don't put names, usually) say Happy Birthday to him! He knows my younger bro quite well I think. They used to talk through me. Mostly rubbish, though.

HM must say Happy Birthday to him too! Shall call her and then put him on the phone. So clever =). Oh I like doing stuff like that, by the way. Call it lame or whatever else but I just do so please don't criticise too much. Thanks!

I shall end here and go post at my latest Jap blog. Apologies for it being in Romanji but then the encoding thing isn't really working. Yup. Bye!

Oh and the address is: http://iroiro-iroiro-iroiro.blogspot.com

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Yay this is later while I'm at home. I'm bad I'm bad I need to study! Okay and then after a long consideration I finally decided to get him this Tigger handphone thing. It's very very cute! And for my standards, a bit expensive. It was S$3.90, but S$3.50 after the 10% discount. But it's worth it it's very cute! And he likes Tigger too but then my older bro does too so actually when I asked him (before I decided to get that because they don't have that in other patterns so I had to get him Tigger who is so so cute! Sorry. . .sorry but it's really cute. . .) he said get Winnie the Pooh. Though actually the Eeyore and Piglet and Tigger are all cuter than the Winnie the Pooh for that design that I wanted to get him at first before changing my mind. . .But I'm glad he likes it!

Okay and then who wants to know my Language Arts marks? They're really bad okay? I only got like 64% for the CAs but my SIA was better, 75%. Yay! I'm so happy!

But then another thing. The IRS exhibition I have to go in the afternoon but HM's going in the morning because stupid ***** went by register order and everyone before me chose morning! So unfair! I want morning! Wahh. . .Shall see if someone is so nice to trade with me.

Wednesday September 20th 2006

2006-09-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hello! I just remembered I made the silliest mistake ever in my Combined Humanities SIA! No, make that two! Wahh....! I totally forgot about the writing part, about how their writing evolved and another part I just ran through it briefly and didn't describe in detail! Never mind, I shall learn from my mistake and not do so next time. =) Oh and there's another mistake. I didn't talk about the parts where people misunderstand you and stuff. Wahh.

Okay now I shall be a nice nice good good girl and work really hard. I mean it! I will do my utmost best, like all my friends who have been revising so hard lately! (I am very much behind time)

Jap oral next Tuesday and written on Wednesday...You know? I read fast because I just do for Jap and then I keep ending up making mistakes because my eyes don't read as fast and also partially because I was standing up and I don't read well standing up. I was perfectly fine while sitting down and practising! Wahh...! *cries*

Sigh. Bye I shall go be a nice nice person and study.

Tuesday September 19th 2006

2006-09-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

Today was an okay day. And surprisingly, I'm looking forward to tomorrow, when normally I wish for it to be over as soon as possible. Maybe it's because we're rehearsing the play. I usually detest acting, but then somehow I really want to act in this one, and be in a good part too. . .though I probably won't get a good part. That's the way it always is with me and plays and acting.

We played this stupid game at school today. It's really funny, actually. What you do is that you have different columns with the titles: House, Car, BF (can be changed to GF where applicable), Job and Status. Then you fill up the columns with as many examples as you can think of. Oh and bear in mind you are doing this either a) for yourself b) someone else, so please choose examples that you can relate too. Don't forget to put stuff like 'homeless', 'broke' amongst all your good examples! Okay, after that you get a partner if you don't already have one. If the list is for you, ask your partner to draw a spiral while your eyes are closed. Then just say 'stop' at any one time and vice-versa. The number of spaces from one end of the spiral to the other end is the number you will use for cancelling, eg. six. Then you count six examples starting from the first example in the first column and cross out the seventh one. Just keep going; don't keep starting at a new column. When you end up with only one example in each column, that is your House, Car, BF/GF, Job and Status! Most of the time people end up with the funniest things. I know I did. =)

Well, enjoy playing! And tell me what you got! I am most interested in finding out =)

Monday September 18th 2006

2006-09-18T17:56:00.000+08:00

I don't know what the standard definition of cold is, but I think I had one this morning. It was cold this morning. Literally freezing. Trust me, after you spent a few days not wearing a jacket during winter in New Zealand, this morning was cold. I was like, naseuous and I had this stupid headache and I was sneezing on and off. Now I'm just ******** tired. Wanna sleep, but can't. Must do work. Wahh. . .

However (it's in contrast to a cold, but it really happened) my appetite improved, in the sense that I ate a lot today. I wonder why. Usually when you have a cold you lose your appetite, but I just ate more instead. It's a bit strange, but it's true. At least for me.

***** was being ******** ****** today. He made us stay back and was 5 minutes late! Luckily he did not pursue the matter (our class looked wonderful, okay?) and we were off. All of us 3rd Lang-ers were like sprinting towards the auditorium so that we could catch the bus. Luckily we managed to get on it on time. Apparently it was the last bus. See how close we cut? To quote *****, how thin the ice that we skated on was?

Anyway now I'm over it, feeling better and happier and even a teensy bit hyper. That's good. Shall I bug someone? I think that's a good idea. Okay, I shall. Have a good week!

Sunday September 17th 2006

2006-09-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

Minasan konbanwa! Ima wa rokuji gojyuuhappun desu! For those who don't understand it, it's just 'good evening! It's six fifty-eight now!' yup. That's it, I promise. Okay so now down to blogging. =)

The pineapple tarts were a failure. My dad forgot the recipe because he hadn't made it for like, three years, so the first batch turned out very hard. The pineapple was too sweet too. I think he added too much sugar. And the second time he added yeast, so it turned into pineapple bread-tart. I haven't tried it yet, but it still doesn't look very appetising. I am not looking forward to the overly-sweet pineapple either. >.<

My parents managed to borrow books on the Indus Valley Civilisation for me, so currently I am a bit optimistic about the SIA. =) Shall go check my email now! Bye! Sayournara! (it's still bye...don't worry.)

Saturday September 16th 2006

2006-09-16T12:04:00.000+08:00

I was/am not looking forward to this weekend. I have a ton of work to do, including my Combined Humanities SIA. Besides that, my work consists of mainly my mock History test paper, full of source-based questions, of which I am not proficient at, and let's see, a very hard mathematics worksheet. My SIA is 30% of my grade, which means I have to spend a good, long time doing it until it's perfect. Perfect means it's 100% beautiful and content-ful and whatever else it takes to make a Combined Humanities SIA perfect.

Well, there is a good and bad point. We're going to Kinokuniya, which means I probably get to buy a nice book but I also will probably waste a lot of time. So most likely it is a bad point, because my mum won't let me read it but in the end I will still read it. And then my grades will suffer. Don't know what to do!!!

Let's see what else is there to complain about. . .Hmm. . .I woke up without my head on my pillow, which means I got a headache. I always do each time I sleep for a period of time without my pillow. Which also means that I am currently not in a good mood. Me is not happy now.

We baked raisin cupcakes yesterday! =) I haven't tried mine but I tried HM's, and it's all nice and crumbly. Too bad there were only two or three raisins. More might have added to the flavour and made it taste better. Raisins are nice =) And the cupcakes smelled/smell very nice too, like buttery and vanilla-ish. . .

My dad said that he promised my mum he would make pineapple tarts for her so he got three pineapples, chopped and sliced them up and popped them into a pot to boil. So there was nice yellow pineapple froth but after a while it kind of disappeared, sadly. I liked the smell of the pineapple cooking. It was very. . .fragrant? Hard to describe. . .kind of like the smell of cooking curry except it's pineapple. Do you kind of understand? =) Hope so!

Sunday September 10th 2006

2006-09-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

Sigh. Last episode of Gundam Seed Destiny today. It's a nice anime. My brother likes it because of the gundams, but I like it because it shows the inter-human relationship so well. I like the fact that no one ever gives up, too. =)

Today's the last day of the September holidays. I didn't revise. I feel so bad. Most of the time was spent playing and watching TV and doing homework which for some strange reason, just dragged on and on. Up till now, I still haven't finished. It's just the odds and ends, though.

I like Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha quite a lot too. It's a nice anime, very similar to Card Captor Sakura. That's one reason why some people don't like it, as they think that it's a bad ripoff of CC Sakura. I like both shows, so it doesn't matter much to me. HM likes it too. Every Sunday, 4pm, Channel U, in Chinese, but there're English subtitles, I think. Can't remember. =)

I decided not to spill so much. The more I spill on my blog, the more people ask questions, so from now on I'll only spill about me. That way, I won't have to explain anything to anyone when something bad happens, eg. over-spilling. =)

Friday September 8th 2006

2006-09-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

Wonder if some of you may consider this good news, but anyway, we're friends again. Let's just say better than ever? I wonder. I guess the person I should thank is HM, in that sense. She was the one clamouring to talk to someone in my online contact list so I decided to talk to him/her after all. It was very funny. =) Wouldn't mind doing that something again soon.

Sigh. It's Friday, two more days and the hols are over. The wonderful, wonderful holidays. Then comes the year-end exams, and then more lovely holidays. And then a new year. I don't want a new year to come. I like this year. I wish everything could just stay the way it is now. I don't like changes, not much. Unless they are changes I want to happen, then they're nice. Doesn't it always work that way?

Tuesday September 5th 2006

2006-09-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

I am getting very confused with my dates. Just so you know. And I mean dates like 1st of July and not the other dates. For those who wanna know =)

Sigh. I feel sad. Was searching for a new blogskin just now but didn't find one. Oh well. Anyway I like mine a lot. It's very me, you know? At least I feel that way. HM changed her blogskin. Haha. Didn't know 'cos I haven't been reading her blog lately. It's featuring her all-time favourite anime character, Lumiere from Kiddy Grade. It's quite cute, and very HM. =)

Okay anyway, and Zhiting changed her blogskin too. Now it's very Zhiting as well. =) People ought to choose blogskins that match them. Then you can figure out what kind of person they are. =) I changed my blogskin a bit. The background was white but I changed it to black. That much I know how to do. Other than that, uh-uh. Don't ask me anything more.

Continued. . .

Just saw you online. You didn't say anything to me. I didn't say anything to you either. I know I said I wanted to be friends with you again, but it's hard when I'm still mad at you. For not apologising. HM says I should say 'hi' and see how you respond, but it's hard. Really hard.

Monday September 4th 2006

2006-09-04T10:45:00.000+08:00

I have lots of work to do. I have been playing around, I admit. Wasted a lot of time. Now I am desperately trying to finish stuff so that I can have time to revise. =) That probably won't happen.

And I just found out that maths supplementary is on Wednesday or Thursday, not Tuesday or Wednesday. Most people are going on Thursday, I think. Maybe not. I don't know. HM will be going on Thursday because she has a Green Club thing on Wednesday. That I know. =)

The maths journal is killing me! I don't know how to do it! Help help help help help!

Sunday September 3rd 2006

2006-09-03T12:47:00.000+08:00

Firstly, (like the last time), I am not *quotes Addie* 'guy-obsessed'. I was just feeling very guilty then. And anyway I quarelled with that person, or rather, I got mad so now we are not on speaking terms. =) This settles the first issue.

Secondly, the issue about 'sweet'. Yes I know I am 'sweet' *laughs* but it also stems from the issue about me getting guilty very easily. I have tons of regrets. I always do something and then regret it. *sighs*

Thirdly, I wonder if anyone of you actually know my real name. Sure, most of you guess it's C.C.K.Y., but it's actually C.K.Y.C., with my Christian name coming last. I love my Chinese name in hanyu pinyin: Jiayi. Especially if it's joined together, like the above. It looks so pretty. =)

*sighs again* I wonder if I am who I am. =) It sounds a bit strange, but yeah, I actually do wonder. Am I being a someone that others want me to be? Or am I being a someone I want to be? A bit confusing. =)

Lastly, to those who may kill me on either Tuesday or Wednesday, I cut my hair. It's in a *quote mother* 'bu san bu si' length, and is a bit hard to tie with the funny 'boing' ponytail. Like Addie's! Shorter than HM's. Yup. That should be enough to describe it. And now I clipped my hair to keep the fringe, or rather, strands of hair, from attacking me because it's now short enough that it flies all over the place. HM is not allowed to kill me because I cut my hair. Who knows? I might even cut it short and leave it as that. =)

P.S. I want to be friends again. Is that okay with you?

Friday September 1st 2006

2006-09-01T09:12:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I would like to say sorry, sumimasen, gomen nasai and dui bu qi. I had intially wanted to say a proper goodbye to you, but HM and JY were with me. If I had said goodbye to you, then HM would tease me again, and the teasing was just starting to die down. I feel really really ******. I know I shouldn't care what others think, but sometimes, it's hard.

Secondly, basketball in the rain is not good for anyone. It was quite cold that day; you should be more sensible than that. Hope you didn't catch a cold.

Thirdly, (and this has nothing to do with you, I'm just complaining), I had to walk to school yesterday in the heavy rain because of the traffic jam. I was quite soaked (the bottom of my skirt, and my shoes) because of puddles and many other reasons. Luckily I brought my jacket. I do not like getting wet unless I have to. Actually it's quite nice getting wet but sitting in the classroom with wet clothes is not nice. Trust me.

I hope you guys enjoyed yourself yesterday. I wanted to talk and chat a bit, but you were obsessed with basketball. Forgive me for using that word, but it is true. And I'm not supposed to stay too long at HPPS, so I left at about 1pm, when many of you were still playing. Anyway, hope you had a nice time.